I thought it was because of the blowout a few months ago. But the truth is you had been playing with the idea of leaving for years, isn't it? You had been done for a while. Cheating on me was just your way of making it final. Saying you were so sorry, it was all bullshit.

You were sick of the relationship. You hated the idea of spending the rest of your life with me. So why did you say you would marry me? How sick are you?

And now you refuse to talk to me. Well I'm finally done trying too. I think I know why now. It's just because you don't want to. You want to move on, you already have. Out there screwing other people. Finally living life like you always wanted, without me. And here I am, still giving you attention like an idiot.

You're a coward. I hate you. I wish we had never met. I hope all the worst things in life happen to you and nobody else.