Recently, I've just gotten out of a long-term relationship (2 years--is it really long-term, tho?).

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When things were over with my ex. I met someone new. She's a friend. We did not talk before or during. Then, after I got out of that said relationship, we began to talk more. Days after days of talking, we decided to get exclusive. It's been only two weeks. I know it's too soon on my end to start again, but I'm certain I'm ready now. I know I should've ended things with an ex months before, but I was a coward.

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The girl I'm currently seeing is now very paranoid about what happened in the past which I fully understand. She told her friends about me and all her friends warned her that she could just be a "rebound" girl and such. She told me all about it, though. All her doubts, all her scary thoughts about me getting back together with an ex. She said she initially didn't plan on telling and instead she said she was going to "fuck it" and let it be (meaning our relationship collapsed). I was so glad we had the "talk" yesterday.

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But.... she acts very strange this morning. It's almost as if she's having those thoughts again. I'm so tired. Whatever happens, let it. I'm accepting everything now. If she gives me a chance to prove myself, I won't waste it. And if she won't, I will just carry on living life as usual.

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The reason things went fast is because she clicks on multiple levels. This is going to be cliche, but I've never been with someone who can make me feel like myself in my entire life (22). I don't want her to let go of our relationship, but if she really can't trust me and decide to end things, I will be fine. Really, I will.