Was raped when I was 20 by a 50 yr old woman first lady I kissed since then was when I was 28 she had multiple personalities don't want to be w anyone anymore
Posted Oct 29, 2019 14:27 by anonymous
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I spent most of my life going very long periods without speaking to anyone. Ever since I was 13 I began to isolate myself. Had a few friends in my early 20s. They were all drug addicts low lifes. Isolated myself again for a few years drinking heavily. First persons I became friends with again at 27 were hippies. Disgusting animals. Never met such adult children in my entire life. So self centered and nauseatingly narcissistic King of the Hill is a very accurate show sometimes like you have no idea. They moved out. In moved this lady with multiple personalities and her 8 year old kid. She moved in from a domestic violence shelter. She was my age 28. She told me constantly about how good looking I am. She wanted to sleep with me. She began to kiss me a lot. Tongue and everything. First time I had been kissed since that 50 year old woman when I was 20 who got me drunk and began to kiss me, it was the first time I ever got drunk, I asked her to stop, she gave me more beer, then realized I was up in her room she was on top of me naked. So anyways well this lady who had multiple personalities, she had a lot of traumatic sexual assaults way way way too extreme and horrifying to go into detail you have no clue the kind of horror stories she would constantly for hours upon end tell me the journals she gave me to read she gave me journals where she claimed she was possessed by a demon that was making her want to kill her son. She told me she loved me. I couldn't say it back. She frightened me. She then got back with the guy that put her in that shelter. A lot of drama. Police involvement. Very frightening. Long story short she got evicted. Another lady I met in a crisis unit began to hang out with her a lot. Every second of every minute of every hour of everyday. Always her talking about her trauma. I can't do the horror stories anymore. This lady though from the crisis unit she was very manipulative took advantage of me and my naivety she made me feel so bad for her that I would always buy her things and do things for her took me a while until I realized what she was doing. She claims to be homeless now and was begging to live with me. I don't want her in my life I don't want anyone in my life I want to be left alone but it's not that I want to be left alone because at the same time there is a huge part of me that doesn't want to be alone it's not that it's just I can't take on other people's burdens at the moment because who has been there for me? Who has been there to help me out? To support me? No one. I don't know what to do anymore I'm so lost. That all shook me up earlier this year. It's been months since I've talked to anyone again - well until recently since I went back to the crisis unit. But haven't kept in contact with anyone from there. Feel like it'd be a dangerous road to go down. So yeah. I don't know how to talk to people anymore. It takes me a while for me to process their words and to find words to match my thoughts. Was told because my depression is abnormal in its severity. It's hard for me to focus. Pay attention to things.
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Commented Aug 30, 2020 07:08 by anonymous
I was 19. The lady who lived next door, in her 30's told me she locked herself out and asked me to climb into the bathroom window and let her in. I did it and she thanked me by practically raping me.
I wonder if her husband ever knew he was married to a slut! I have to laugh when I think about how many guys she fucked and wonder id he knew he was a cuckold
Commented Aug 30, 2020 07:37 by anonymous
It's hard to believe that you were raped by a 50-year-old woman at the age of 20.
Even when you're drunk!
Commented Sep 4, 2020 20:41 by anonymous
“It's hard to believe that you were raped by a 50-year-old woman at the age of 20.
Even when you're drunk!”
It's hard to believe that you believe a man can't be raped by a woman.
Commented Nov 12, 2020 17:02 by anonymous
Your life will be better if you completely avoid broken people. The choice is yours. Choose wisely.
Commented Nov 12, 2020 17:08 by anonymous
Dream on!
Commented Feb 27, 2021 23:54 by anonymous
Your story went on way too long I fell asleep part way through
Commented Nov 28, 2021 14:15 by Plastic hoe
“It's hard to believe that you believe a man can't be raped by a woman.”
They can be, but most people question it due to men have 60% more upper body strength then women..in the environment he was in around junkies a man could have equally raped him.
Commented Jun 6, 2022 11:44 by anonymous
“It's hard to believe that you believe a man can't be raped by a woman.”
It's hard to believe people still love strawmanning others in this day. That's not what they said. He specified 20 year old man 50 year old woman. This is because at 20 most average non-professional athlete men are near the best shape they will ever be and most women at 50 have bones made of graham crackers. The problem is actually not them thinking men can't be raped, but, their misunderstanding of consent. When you're sufficiently inebriated you are not legally able to consent unless there is preexisting consent and history with the person such that this is a thing you both understand and enjoy doing.
Commented Jun 6, 2022 12:04 by anonymous
Yes, I think a woman is physically incapable of raping a man, in that case a man would not get an erection. Then it should be a game.
Personally I have also experienced that an older woman was very pushy, there was almost no stopping it but I just found it exciting.
That was in a hotel where the woman (in her fifties) asked me to have dinner with her (both alone) and later if I wanted to join her because she always had trouble with the code of the room door. Of course she took me inside where she told me she could hardly contain herself to jump on me.
Had quite wild sex with her, I cherish that moment because I have never experienced such sex again. She was in charge the whole time!
Commented Jun 22, 2022 08:45 by anonymous
Sometimes things happen that changes us for life, I had a gf in HS and we had sex a lot. We graduated and went our ways. We both got married & at the 10th class reunion we met for the first time since graduation. Dancing we both knew we wanted to have sex. My wife was dancing with a black guy and he was up against her and she was out of it. My gf saw it and said you ok with your wife getting fucked by him? I was so horny I said I did not give a damn, I just want to fuck you. I finally cought the4 eye of the black guy with my wife and gave him a thumbs up. My gf and I left, went to her apatment and her husband was working the night shift. We fucked our brains out. We were asleep when he came home from work about 3 am. He slept on the couch. Not a word. It was not the first time she had other men. In the morning we had coffee & chatted & I went home. There was my wife still in bed with her black lover. That was the beginning of a whole new sex life for all of us. The 4 of us started having sex parties and my wife got knocked up by a different black guy and we have a black baby.
Life has become so great for all of us.
Commented Jun 22, 2022 08:50 by anonymous
Too bad you weren’t raped by an English teacher. Learn punctuation, retard.
Commented Jul 30, 2022 07:57 by anonymous
When i was a kid my grandparents both raped me everytime i stayed at there house . At 1st they just played with my cock and got me to play with them . Then my grandmother got me to suck my grandfathers cock with her then my grandfather got my to suck my grandmother's tits then he got my to lick her pussy out . After a few times my grandfather started fucking me which hurt like hell to begin with then my grandfather got me to fuck my grandmother which i didnt have a clue what i was doing but i liked it . But the more it happened the more i started to enjoy it i started fucking my grandfather to this went on for a good few years untill i was in my teens 1s i left school i went away to collage . About a yr ago my grandfather passed away i felt sorry for my grandmother so i offered to move in with her to help her out with things . Well after a few days of staying with her i made a move on her she tryed to stop me but i wouldn't i ended up fucking her against he will i told her it was pay back for what they did to me . Now we are fucking each other all the time i really enjoy fucking my grandmother even.though she now in her late 70s and i told her iam going to fuck her until the day she die