So I (white 29M) work in a warehouse with a bunch of blue collar guys. There is a black guy named Derek there who is very handsome. He is muscular and tall and also treats me with kindness and respect. A lot of the other guys are pretty cold to me because I am gay and they act like I shouldn't be working in a manly position, even though I am just as strong and fit as they are. Many people have told me they couldn't tell I'm gay except that I am very out of the closet. So last week after the capitol riot, Derek and I were in the break room. Some person on the news was spouting Trump rhetoric. Derek goes, somebody needs to grab that fucker by the ears and skull fuck him to shut him up. Then he looked at me and said, sorry, I guess that was rude of me. I said, no worries, I'm obviously not a Trump supporter, but I can put on a MAGA hat if you want to get that agression out and then I laughed. He goes, you probably shouldn't make offers you don't intend to keep. I looked at him dead serious and said, all joking aside, if you ever want a guy experience, I will be highly offended if you don't choose me. He just smiled and said good to know. So I get off work at 4pm and Derek gets off at 6pm. At 6pm I get a text from him that says, "what's your address, I'd like to stop by and talk some more" My heart immediately started beating faster, but I sent it to him. He shows up and the long and short of it is he wanted to be sure I could keep a secret and if I could, then he would like to try getting a blow job from a guy. I promised him I can keep personal and work seperate. So I had him sit down on my sofa, and I pulled open his jeans and hefted out this very thick 7 inch beauty of an uncut cock. Ten minutes later I was swallowing his load. He told me it was a really great blow job. I told him anytime he needs that relief let me know. He told me doesn't have a girlfriend right now and so he would like to take me up on that offer. I have been sucking his cock everynight after work and Saturday night he came over and fucked me. I know he's not my boyfriend, but I am started to catch feelings for him. I guess I just need to be realistic and enjoy it for what it is.