I don't think I'm gay as I'm not attracted to guys, I have no desire to be in a relationship with a guy but I do have this weird cock and cum fetish once in a while.

One of those days when I was thinking about cock, I decided to go to a nude beach to check "things" out. Since I also like ballbusting and having my balls tied up and restrained, I grabbed a piece of rope, tied up my balls nice and tight so each nut was separated and they were stretched out about 5 inches from my body. Then I packed up my towel and few other things and off I went.

The beach I went to was wreck beach in Vancouver, there's a nude beach portion. I set up, kind of in the back of the beach and got undressed. I was there for several hours staying in my spot and also cruising the beach. I got some curious looks at my restrained and stretched balls.

I started thinking of maybe packing up and calling it a day when I saw this chick walking up toward me. When she got closer I thought that maybe she's not a real girl. She wasn't a model but she was somewhat passable for a chick. I was sitting on a log, she came up, didn't say anything, day down right next to me and started feeling/fondling me up. Didn't ask if she could or if I was okay with it.

She reached down and grabbed my tied balls, examined them and give them a healthy squeeze, I winced, she liked it because she got a cute grin on her face. As she was holding my balls, she pressed her thumb into my right nut, with sharp piercing pain shooting into my buddy and my body twitching uncontrollably. After few more squeezes for her amusement, she grabbed my stretched out balls near the base of my cock and she started whacking my balls into the log were were sitting on, almost like she was using a hammer. This was quite painful and my legs closed automatically/uncontrollably she looked at me and pulled my legs open and then started hitting my balls on the log again.

When my legs closed for the second time that's the first time she spoke to me. Her voice was not feminine but wasn't deep either. This is when I knew she was a cross dresser not real shemale, she was wearing a short dress and was shaved in all visible areas. She asked me if I'd want to go further back into a more secluded are, I agreed, not being sure what's in stock or if there's anyone else waiting. We probably went only about 15 feet into the shrubs and growth and there was a sandy opening that was quite private, although you could still hear people walking near by and talking once in a while.

She told me to sit down on the ground and open my legs. The sandy area was quite nice. She stepped behind me with her left foot, which was right up against my side/back. And with her right foot she stepped on my balls, with no warning at all. I squealed out in pain, she released the pressure and told me to "shhhhhh". She told me she was going to step on my balls again and to prep myself for the pain and not to make any sound. Her flip flop foot stepped on my balls again and she started applying pressure it started getting really painful, my legs closed up around her leg, she keeps applying pressure. The pain was so intense I started to squirm and my mouth opened however no sound came out. Instead her semi hard dick went into my mouth. I instantly spit it out. She has the WTF look on her face and I told her I've never done this before and I've never sucked cock before.

Hearing that she went from being semi hard to throbbing rock hard. She told me I was going to suck her cock today, it's happening. She stepped harder on my balls until I was begging her to stop and she asked me if I was going to suck her cock, still pressing my balls into the sand, even doing a little grinding action with her foot, I squealed and nodded yes. She was so horny having a virgin cock sucker that she came in my mouth almost instantly. I could feel her cock pulsing in my mouth a few times and she pulled it out, telling me to clean up the tip, which I did.

She took her foot of my balls and as she was walking away she said she hoped to see me around again. As she kept walking I said wait, "do I get to cum" she said sure if you want and then she walked away, insinuating that if I'm going to cum I'm going to have to hump my hand.

I didn't jerk off on the beach, I collected my things went back to my car and drive home, thinking about the encounter and strangely how aroused this whole episode was making me. I've made the trip to the beach few more times but never came across her again and never had an experience like that again. Would love to run into her again.

Mike