I started talking to this really pretty chick, I really liked her a lot. I always did nice things for her, I offered to do anything for her. If she ever needed help I told her I would be there. She is super nice and never wanted to accept anything I wanted to give to her. She always INSISTED on helping me instead, she was very selfless. Well, anyways, we talked for a while, and I really wanted to get with her but didn’t know how. At the same time I started to plan to ask her out, she moved. I was hurt greatly, I stayed in contact with her for a short time after. Although we were still in contact, things were not the same. She was who she used to be, she never messaged me as often. When I would text she would give one word reply’s. Then, we would go months without talking. I didn’t let it get to me but then something happened. I started dreaming about her. But, not romantic dreams. I had dream after dream, of me trying to get close to her, she would be in my sights, I would reach to grab her attention then I would wake up. Those dreams drove me mad. I couldn’t stop thinking about her for so long!!! It’s infuriating how much she stays in my mind. It caused me to desire her more than ever. It became an unhelpful desire. I couldn’t go a day without thinking about her and I still can’t. I’ve tried to socialize with more women and hookup with them but nothing has seem to have worked. Then, I became wrapped up in work and I play guitar as a hobby. I let my mind rest easy with work and guitar. But now, things have settled down, AND I HAD ANOTHER DREAM! I hate them so much, but at the same time I love them, because I can see her and talk to her again. In this dream I was at a coliseum and I saw her! I was so excited to see her. She almost walked right past me but I grabbed her attention, she waved but I didn’t feel that was enough. I ran to her and just hugged her with all my strength and told her I never wanted her to leave, I told her I missed her and I love her too much to let her go. So, then in the dream we began to talk and catch up with each other. Then I woke up, infuriated that I dreamt of her again. I had gone 3-4 months without a dream of her and I had begun to forget her. Now, she is back in my thoughts! I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to forget her again. I can’t contact her anymore, when I try to contact her on social media and through her number,I’ll be lucky if I message her and she gives me one word reply’s; but for the most part, I’m ignored. I have drifted from her too far. My feelings for her have resurfaced and it feels like I’m trapped in a box, I have no one to tell this to that will even remotely understand me.....It feels really good to finally let this out.... honestly.... That last dream, was the last straw for me. I’m fed up with it....