Like I cringe whenever I see people happy or enjoying themselves. I'm rather neutral about things myself, but theres just something about people in general that irritate me. I don't go out of my way to make them miserable or anything (live and let's live and all) but holy shit. I mean i believe people are inherently self-centered and even cruel...so it doesn't exactly make me think any better of others. I legitimately go out of my way to be selfish and treat myself over others. There is no point to being kind, especially when all I've witnessed is cruelty and hatefulness. I just wish this planet dies.