The worst thing about real life is that nothing ever happens
I'm bored of life and I've been bored of it for a while. I just need to vent my frustration a little bit.
You know, life can be frustrating, stressful, depressing and hopeless, but most of all it's very boring. Some times I find myself unable to sleep, looking at my curtains being shaken by the wind, turning from one side to another and waiting. Waiting for *something* to happen. But it never does.
I don't have a rich uncle who drags me along the whole world in his quests for finding hidden treasures.
I don't bump into someone in the supermarket and fall in love at first sight.
I don't get stuck in an elevator with an acquaintance I barely know and then we end up talking for hours about our lives and bonding.
I don't get called to another world as a hero.
I don't go to my quaint uncle's house in the English countryside and then find a hidden magical world inside his wardrobe along my siblings.
I don't have to take a cozy train ride from Moscow to Vladivostok with a friend because I have no business in Vladivostok and, even if I did, I could just fly there.
A spaceship doesn't fall on campus when my (hypothetical) friends and I are chatting and then we spend every night trying to open it and find out where it came from.
There's no adventure, no novelty, nothing. It's always the same thing. I have my hobbies, I eat healthy and I exercise, but that doesn't make my life fun. I can do a lot of things if I want to, but the fact that I'm just doing them because I want to, not because I end up in a situation that requires doing them kills a big part of the fun in doing those things. The fact that things don't just happen like they do in works of fiction really sucks.
Doing things just for the sake of doing things is meaningless. I just wish something actually happened in my life.
Posted Nov 17, 2019 12:46 by anonymous
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