I started playing DnD late last school year when the friend group I was trying to join decided to make a DnD group that I was included in. This game has made my friend group carry over to High School and playing it has been one of the most enjoyable experiences of my life. I would not give up DnD for the world.

I play an elf wizard and in the first or second session my character almost hooked up with a human NPC named Ash (didn't end up happening because I was sharing a room with another player). Ash became sort of a meme within our group. I started thinking about what their life would be together, eventually added more characters to the storyline and eventually became a story I'm writing in a homebrew world where my character isn't even the one dating the human but is developing a spell so that her friend's girlfriend lives as long as she does (elves live for 750 years in DnD).

Before I started writing this story, it was as a fantasy. In my head, I was my character or Ash and my character was trying to create a spell to extend Ash's life. This fantasy extended to me and my body hug pillow. Eventually it became Caphirea and Samantha but I was still always one of them. It got too far and now I can't get over the idea of a dom elf gf.

I know it can't happen but I fantasize about it every night. This wasn't helped by the fact that I gave a girl I wanted to get to know my discord a couple weeks ago and she didn't add me. I am fully aware that the people I imagine around me at basically all times are not real. I know that fantasy races don't exist but the idea of a graceful elf gf who has me as basically a human pet and is trying to make me not die is just so hot. It's not only hot it's comforting, like I know she'll never leave because she's not real. I'll say it here, finally, in plain words: I want a dom elf gf.

TL;DR: Started playing DnD, thought too hard about an npc interaction, now I can't get over the idea of a dom elf gf.