I use to date this girl when I was younger we met in the summer of 2014 from the start it was wild attraction like I'd never experienced I guess you could say my first true love. We dated for 7 months and then broke up due to her cheating on me to say the least I was heart broken badly again something I had never experienced that kinda pain does something to you but life goes on later on down the road after the smoke settled we bumped into each other at a party and one thing lead to another we were hooking up very frequently FWB kinda deal but one night she confessed to me that she still loved me and had feelings for me and I was to afraid of being hurt by her again I told her that I could never love her the way I use to again ( was I wrong for that ) bc deep down I did still love her I thought she was the one for me the one I'd spend the rest of my life with years later I'm happily married and she's engaged to be married but I can't help this nagging in my head constantly telling me that she was the one for me not really sure how to handle these thoughts