Hey guys, I'm stuck with this girl that treats me like garbage but only expects perfect treatment going her way. I'm not allowed to get mad or upset, I can't even show when I'm anxious or depressed because she goes off on me and makes every situation about her. She often insults me, belittles me and makes me feel inferior to other people. I'm not allowed to hang out with friends or have hobbies because I HAVE to give her my constant and full attention otherwise I'm a bad boyfriend. I worked up the courage to end it once when during an argument she told me to. But since then after a few months I was pressured by literally everyone in my life to get back with her and not wanting to disappoint my friends and family I did. They care more about whether or not she is satisfied rather than with the constant mental anguish I feel bring forced to stay in a relationship that kills me inside. I have no support from as anyone and no one acknowledges the way she treats me. I long for the sweet release of death but I just want to be satisfied and happy with my own life, even if it hurts her. Am I a bad person for feeling that way? I mean I love her dearly and with all my heart but I just feel we're completely wrong for eachother and shouldn't be together anymore. This is killing me inside and I don't know what to do anymore I cant be ostracized by my friends and family but I also can't take the constant barrage of being treated like human garbage