I don't even really know where or how to begin, but I am struggling lately. I just feel so emotionally isolated and overwhelmed that I want to cry, but I can't. As much as I just want to ball my eyes out and feel better I can't fucking do it. After a long day at work walking into my apartment i just feel so completely alone. I'm not close to my family, I have work friends and people i do things with outside of work, but I'm not really close to anyone. Dating, on and offline, has been.....frustrating to say the least. I have a good job i enjoy, hobbies i love, and am playing in 2 softball leagues for fun and to meet people, but i feel so isolated. I'm 31. Everyone I know is either married, married with kids, or engaged with kids. I get out of my apartment as much as I can, but while I am having fun it all feels so temporary. It's all just so frustrating and disheartening. And the one thing that I think would make me feel a least a little bit better or at least allow some form of catharsis I can't fucking do.