Straight guy disappointed by gay sex. I thought i was gay or bi turns out im straight . It was pretty boring the whole time
Posted Mar 4, 2019 19:48 by anonymous
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So im writing this after coming back to my place M 18 here for reference .
I was curious to find out if im gay so i decided to get grindr. This older guy messaged me on grindr. I thought he might have more experience with gay sex. I go to his place.
He starts touching my dick, and we do the deed. I decided to bottom because I figured why not.
I tried sucking his cock I got bored after 5 seconds it just felt like this weird suasage in my mouth and i stopped after 30 seconds because it was boring
I could not cum the whole time so I gave myself a handjob while thinking about a hot coworker .
The whole time I had no emotions and I was just staring at the ceiling blankly and I was super bored. I didn't hate it or like it I just felt nothing.I kept going because i did not want to hurt his feeling and i was just thinking of random crap while staring at the ceriing.
When his dick was inside I just felt nothing it was like an object was in my ass. I did not get any pleasure, I tried giving him a handjob which was also lame and boring for me.
I must admit though he gave a good handjob and It physically was really good. I tried cumming while thinking of him it did not work for me
so basically I tried it to test if I am gay. Turns out I am straight. Being naked with other men and making out doesn't turn
me on and i don't feel anything with other men it was just like a handshake I could not feel anything it was just a chore
I just have this feeling whether i will later feel super bad or haunted by this experience. Now i do not feel any negative or positive emotions. Im just like it was kind of boring but who cares.
The positive outcome of this experience is that I know im not gay or bi. I also might stop feeling weird at locker room or urinals and not give a fuck
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Commented Mar 7, 2019 10:30 by anonymous
A good ole college try! Lol. I have done similar. I do like it but I don't consider myself gay because I just LOVE women. I could never NOT love women. I am not just bi though. I really fantasize about being a girl in many scenarios, being a girl with a girl, or with a guy, or with a guy in front of girls (so hot), or with a guy AND a girl. Anytime I chat online about it, I chat with girls, never boring guys (well sometimes sissy guys that relate to me definitely prefer girls). I can chat all day with girls about stuff. I think that is so hot. So, along the way I have discovered I am pretty much a part time bi-girl wannabe. As you did, I experimented with different things I thought I was and it took awhile but that's what I came out to be. I respect someone that has the intelligence and courage to try things and truly assess themselves. You are probably one of the few truly straight guys. People who say once you do that, you can't be straight. B.S. Likewise people that say if you don't do the act then you are not gay. B.S. The desire/orientation is in your mind.
Commented Apr 7, 2019 09:26 by anonymous
You just can’t judge really from a bad first experience.
Commented Aug 23, 2020 20:28 by anonymous
“You just can’t judge really from a bad first experience. ”
Obviously you were simply curious, and the fact that you actually engaged in sexual activity with another guy did not make you gay. It reminds me of when my buddies in the Army persuaded me to smoke hash with them the first time. While I was under the influence it scared the hell out of me because I thought I was having a bad trip and I always was going to be that way. It was not at all enjoyable. The next night, after returning to normal, I consented to try it again. That time it wasn’t a bad trip because I knew what to expect, but it really wasn’t all that great either. I decided to try it one more time, out of curiosity, with similar results as the second time. I didn’t use it again. Those 3 episodes did not make me a “druggie” or a “pothead”. I think it’s the same with gay sex. A lot of guys try it out of curiosity once, twice, maybe several times, and decide it’s not for them. That does NOT make you gay! If you try it and then KEEP DOING it because you enjoy it, that makes you gay!
Commented Dec 25, 2020 20:39 by anonymous
You’re just curious. At least you had the balls to check it out. no biggie.
Commented Feb 5, 2022 17:37 by anonymous
I get so hard when I suck dick and it’s feels like heaven having another guy suck on it, i always made the guy cum sucking it, anal is the best the warm ass feels way better than a pussy
Commented Feb 5, 2022 17:50 by anonymous
That would turn off 99.9% of gay males. Most don't want some ugly old man. The old man was mistake #one. Getting fucked in the ass was another mistake since 70% of gay couples never do that.
It is funny how getting fucked in the ass seems to be the stereotypical ideal of sex so many have related to gays.
BTW, the troll from 2019 hasn't had sex with anyone. He was in his 40s then & housebound.
Commented Feb 15, 2022 00:07 by anonymous
“That would turn off 99.9% of gay males. Most don't want some ugly old man. The old man was mistake #one. Getting fucked in the ass was another mistake since 70% of gay couples never do that.
It is funny how getting fucked in the ass seems to be the stereotypical ideal of sex so many have related to gays.
BTW, the troll from 2019 hasn't had sex with anyone. He was in his 40s then & housebound.”
I don't believe that 70% of gay couples don't fuck in the ass. That's just bullshit. I lived in a gay town for 12 years and I am totally heterosexual and have never had a lesbian experience and I don't want to. I know you guys did each other in the ass a lot because I heard it from the condo below me, I saw it flash on our TV screen (my boyfriend grossed out and turned it off) and just overheard a lot of guys talking about getting fucked in the ass. How do you think AIDS spread? Ass fucking from gay guy to gay guy, so don't try to make it seem like a small minority ass fuck as they all have been ass fucked.
Commented May 6, 2022 14:25 by anonymous
I can relate, buddy and I were shit faced drunk he stayed at my place. We kissed, only I sucked his junk and took it up the ass for few minutes. He was a good kisser, sucking cock didn’t feel good and taking it up the ass was nothing great either.