I keep missing him and I dream about him almost everyday and those dreams are happy ones. I know I messed up at the last moment but I feel like our communication was also really bad. I wonder if it's best to just let go because we tried several times and it didn't work out. It's been 2 months now and we haven't contacted each other. The 1st month he just apologized for hurting my feelings. I just thought we would end up together for some reason.


My friend who he wants to date me, told me that I'm feeling this was for a reason and I should go talk to my ex. It's possible that my ex is feeling the same way. Then he said if he comes back he will continue to be my friend or else he would date me if my ex doesn't come back.