far well the first few years I’ve started dating and I got my first boyfriend about a month ago and I don’t know how to feel about it. I mean the kisses don’t make me melt like they do with girls Nor the cuddling or just hand holding, it just feels blah or eh. There’s no way to really describe it and my mom and the rest of my family call me straight now even though I swore I’m bisexual and it gives me a bad feeling in my stomach like it’s the wrong description of me, but I don’t know. I mean he’s a really nice guy don’t get me wrong but I don’t know if I like guys sexually or romantically... I don’t want to let him down or my family down since they are really homophobic. I really have been trying to be “STRAIGHT” but I don’t know if that label even fits me Nor do I know if “bisexual” fits me because guys can be nice but girls are just so pretty the way their hand fits in mine and just yeah.. I don’t know..