Sex is evil.

1) Procreation is evil. antinatalist here

2) Lust is a powerful inborn instinct that causes humans to act in destructive, despicable ways. People say there's good in it, but the good is massively outweighed by the bad. They're just looking the other way because they can't overcome it.

I have overcome it.

I'm not an asexual (thought I was)

I'm just emotionally over sex because of having recognized it for what it is since childhood.

I've never had a drive/pull to it because of this. Hence thinking I was asexual

I'm NOT over the desire to share emotional intimacy with another person, however.

I have a very strong desire to indulge in emotional intimacy in order to experience catharsis.

I enjoy torture because of this.

But the other person can't handle it.

Not the torture part. People are good at that. Life is torture. They do it every day. They just can't handle the emotional intimacy without freaking out.

I know this because of my prior experiences. (Yes, consensual. You'd like to think I'm THAT sick, wouldn't you?!)

And say I did meet someone who could take it. Even then I can't tolerate the whining and/or manipulation of a relationship.

I like to flirt, though.

which, for me, means mild torture (playful teasing, insulting, talking shit, rough housing)

as reasonably intense torture is what I would like to do

Yes. You heard it right. I enjoy torture, but not sex.

Though I love platonic affection.

seriously

what's up, Hollywood- tell James Bond I'm comin for him

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p.s. nope, never been molested, harassed, raped- nothing

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I DO NOT CONTEST that I'm a sick individual

but if you want to tell me what a massive piece of shit I am

I'm afraid you might accomplish the opposite of your intent