You don’t have to justify your choice to anybody it is what it is frankly it’s getting annoying you needed somebody while you two were a part somebody anybody to fill that void for you since your life said it rock bottom and the timing happened to just be right family were friends it was great it worked until it wasn’t now you’re good again. The end there’s really nothing more to this . That doesn’t make you a bad person perhaps a selfish one but not a bad one it is what it is like please don’t go on and on about how much you cared somebody that cares would’ve made some attempt to contact you know put me through a little fun house of online horrors I love you I think the world of you but obviously it wasn’t the same and that’s fine you don’t have to justify anything you’re not the first person that is going to be like this and you’re not the last. Just appreciate you stop trying to turn it around on me like a missed opportunity there was no way on gods green earth you were ever going to talk to me after the day I left or take Michael it wasn’t happening because the need wasn’t there anymore it just is what it is I’m sure it’s nothing personal I just no longer serve a purpose