This is a fucking rant so don't even bother reading it. I just needed to let it all out somewhere.
So,back when I was still in school, I had this massive crush on my classmate . Like I really loved her. (We later became best friends). But, such a pussy I am , I never told her anything. Time passed, and we moved to different cities but still used to talk on phone pretty regularly. But one day, out of the fucking blue, she stopped calling , blocked me on social media and on her phone.( I have no idea for what reason). I was miserable for a very long fucking time.
So, fast forward 8 years, I get to know she is getting married and her family is coming over the day after tomorrow. I will probably stay late at work or something and won't meet her and also won't attend her wedding ( which is only like a week away, fucking great for everyone) because I can't bear everything all over again.