So i have suffered with really bad anxiety and depression my whole life. And tbh its only been the past few years people have said to me "if you need to talk let me know/we can meet up" that kinda stuff the past few years as i never told anyone before.

But it really pisses me off that for once i thought okay we've had a good conversation you seem to get where i am coming from so i reached out to them and they completly fucking ignored me. And its happend now with like 4 people, all of whom know each other. I told these people i was struggling, and it feels like a betrayal. However they are the kind of people who always post those posts on facebook about look out for your friend with mental health. If you are struggling talk to me, well thats a load of bull isnt it, you just wanna make your selves look good.

I dont even really care that they are selfish, what annoys me the most is dont pretend like you care if you dont and get me hopes up. If you truely dont care, then just say so. Then we all know where we stand.