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Posted Jun 30, 2020 00:40 by anonymous
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  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 09:06 by anonymous

    “Agreed, during my rape I climaxed more than once during both vaginal and anal penetration, it was my body reacting to basics of getting wet and stimulated from having an erect penis in it. Unfortunately you cant shut your body down while a penis is in you, you can turn you mind off yes though. I didn't bother with paying quacks to analyse my head which I think was wrong as now I can only climax during "forced" penetration.”

    Thanks for responding to my comment, young lady. You have expressed your views with great clarity. I salute you.

    Would you care to elaborate on your last sentence, please?

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 09:15 by anonymous

    When I was eleven I got raped by a teenage boy who said that I wanted to because my panties got all wet when he was fondling me?

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 10:03 by anonymous

    Why not just be ok with it change ur perspective to you enjoyed it it’s ok to be turned on by such things wouldn’t it be better to not feel bad about it

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 10:13 by anonymous

    “Thanks for responding to my comment, young lady. You have expressed your views with great clarity. I salute you.

    Would you care to elaborate on your last sentence, please?”

    LOL, thanks.

    When I am with a guy the only way I can reach orgasm is by him "forcing" me to have sex, I will say I don't want to do it and he to "force" himself between my legs while I try keep my legs closed, when he tries to penetrate me I beg him not to and try move away, then while he is in me I repeatedly ask him to stop then eventually start asking him to just get it over with and cum. There are only 2 positions though I do climax in, missionary like that or up against a wall and he takes me from behind. FYI I only do this with guys I know a while, rest of the time I just lay there and let them do their thing till they cum in me.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 10:30 by anonymous

    “Why not just be ok with it change ur perspective to you enjoyed it it’s ok to be turned on by such things wouldn’t it be better to not feel bad about it”

    Exactly what I did while being raped by 2 "men" I actually turned my mind off and enjoyed it by seeing it as sex, but apparently when you beg a rapist to fuck you harder it gives them issues saying hard. And yes it does turn me on, I often masturbate to the thought of being raped again or think about while having sex with a guy and pretend in my ind he is raping me.

    I have my own step by step in my mind of how my "next" rape will go if that makes sense that I use to masturbate to.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 10:55 by anonymous

    I'd never wish rape onto any woman but I have to say the women that have been raped become the best sluts , I hope my future gf or wife was raped.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 11:03 by anonymous

    “I'm a boy and when I was 12 I got anal raped by four older boys and I came and it was like the first time ever?”

    I've never been anally penetrated but, when I was just 6 years old, I was forced to repeatedly suck the dick of a 12-year-old boy from the neighborhood. While it terrified me at first (especially witnessing his ejaculation the very first time, which I had never experienced before then), I actually started to enjoy what I was doing for him. Afterwards, I would like back on the hard, cold, tile floor and masturbate like crazy while he watched. He would often laugh at me, probably because of my obvious enthusiasm for what I was doing. I knew that it was "wrong", but it was all just so overwhelming to me. I still have kind of a difficult time reconciling the way I responded to it.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 11:04 by anonymous

    “I'd never wish rape onto any woman but I have to say the women that have been raped become the best sluts , I hope my future gf or wife was raped.”

    I am a slut but it wasn't form rape as in penis in vagina, was "molested" by best friends dad growing up, used to pay me to do stuff. I say molested in " " cos I was a willing participant to it and was never forced into anything.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 11:06 by anonymous

    “I am a slut but it wasn't form rape as in penis in vagina, was "molested" by best friends dad growing up, used to pay me to do stuff. I say molested in " " cos I was a willing participant to it and was never forced into anything.”

    What kind of "stuff" would he pay you to do? Of those, which did you like the best/least? How old were you when that started/ended?

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 11:58 by anonymous

    “What kind of "stuff" would he pay you to do? Of those, which did you like the best/least? How old were you when that started/ended?”

    Was 13, offered me money to see my boobs, then touch them, then suck them, next time was to see my pussy, then naked, then naked and fingered me, handjobs and blowjobs eventually started, favorite was when he made me sit on his lap facing him, would suck my tits while fingering me and jerking off, used to love watching him jerk off and cum. Ended the night of my 16th when we had sex for the first time in his car, we moved a few days later. Moved back into the area late 20's till mid 30's and we used to meet up.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 12:04 by anonymous

    “Women (and men too) have been known to orgasm while being raped. That seems to be a coping mechanism. How does that make you trash? You are a normal young woman with the normal physiological mechanisms in place and operating as designed.

    Do not waste your time visiting a therapist. They will make you feel bad about yourself and then make you feel good again; making some money in the process. They are not even medically qualified. It is like going to a faith healer when you have a fever.

    Tap into your inner strength; that will enhance your self esteem. You will be able to face the world with your head high without any emotional crutch. best wishes.”

    My therapist never made me feel bad and she even gave me EMDR therapy. It helped me heal

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 12:05 by anonymous

    “Was 13, offered me money to see my boobs, then touch them, then suck them, next time was to see my pussy, then naked, then naked and fingered me, handjobs and blowjobs eventually started, favorite was when he made me sit on his lap facing him, would suck my tits while fingering me and jerking off, used to love watching him jerk off and cum. Ended the night of my 16th when we had sex for the first time in his car, we moved a few days later. Moved back into the area late 20's till mid 30's and we used to meet up.”

    How did you manage to do all of that with him and not have your friend find out? Although I'm a guy, it sounds like it would have been VERY exciting for you!

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 12:32 by anonymous

    “How did you manage to do all of that with him and not have your friend find out? Although I'm a guy, it sounds like it would have been VERY exciting for you!”

    He did it when they went to the shops, used to find reasons for them to shopping and it was not hard to convince them after he would hand over his black card. Or middle of the night when they where sleeping.
    I honestly looked forward to staying over, got to have fun and made money.
    I presume she never knew cos never said a word about it, or he was doing the same to her and she knew telling me she knew would mean I knew about her.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 15:07 by anonymous

    My sister was into rape fetish and bdsm. She only trusted me to tie her up and pretend rape her. She was always afraid that no one would understand and think she was a freak. I introduced her to the kink community in our town once she turned 18 and she has been happy ever since.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 15:25 by anonymous

    My dad used to make me cum when he raped me growing up and then tell me he could tell how much I loved it. It has fucked me up so bad.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 15:27 by anonymous

    “My dad used to make me cum when he raped me growing up and then tell me he could tell how much I loved it. It has fucked me up so bad.”

    In what way(s) has it "fucked you up so bad"? Was he correct in his assertion that you liked it?

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 16:07 by Fagbtmslut

    I have been raped twice. One time was physically violent punching, choking etc the other was threat of force and some pushing. Anyway both times my penis got hard while the other man used me. I was in pain, crying, and so confused while I was being raped, but my body still reacted and got turned on. Both men stated how I liked it because I got hard. So it doesn’t matter the bruises etc are bodies still react, and yes it is mentally tough. My body still reacts just thinking about it. I have come to peace with both situations and you will too.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 16:53 by anonymous

    I read over and over how much pleasure women have had when raped and how they spent the rest of their lives looking for the same thrill and pleasure. Makes me think that rape isn't much of a problem - it's a little like forcing someone to get a massage, especially if it's done without pain or injury.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 17:58 by Lordinsanity

    I always wanted to impregnate a girl through rape

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 21:08 by anonymous

    “In what way(s) has it "fucked you up so bad"? Was he correct in his assertion that you liked it?”

    I didn't like it, and I didn't want it, but he did make me cum. I wasn't ever able to stop that from happening, even though I didn't want to cum for him


    I can't orgasm at all now without picturing my dad's face. I live with a much older man who likes to role play daddy/daughter incest rape and pretend he's my dad ...and I hate how much it turns me on and how much I do love that

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 21:35 by anonymous

    “I didn't like it, and I didn't want it, but he did make me cum. I wasn't ever able to stop that from happening, even though I didn't want to cum for him


    I can't orgasm at all now without picturing my dad's face. I live with a much older man who likes to role play daddy/daughter incest rape and pretend he's my dad ...and I hate how much it turns me on and how much I do love that

    How old are u....and is he gonna impregnate u

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 23:33 by anonymous

    If you orgasmed, it wasn't rape. If it felt so good you enjoyed it that much, you obviously stopped fighting. You was fucked, not raped.

  • Commented Jun 30, 2020 23:47 by anonymous

    “I always wanted to impregnate a girl through rape ”

    I would love who rape a woman who's been trying to get pregnant. Feel her deep with my seed. When she gets pregnant, she wonders whose it is

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 00:09 by anonymous

    “How old are u....and is he gonna impregnate u”

    22. He's late 50s.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 00:11 by anonymous

    F42 now, happened 10 yrs ago but I was raped by a guy I met on line, was supposed to be our first date and he came to fetch me, I opened the door and was punched in the face knocking me out, when I came to I had been stripped naked and was on a chair and he was raping me anally, I actually enjoyed the forced penetration and had and orgasm as he started cumming in me. When he was done he got dressed and asked if I still wanted to go out and we did. We ended up dating for 3 years and he helped me get raped numerous times but I never came as hard as I did the first time with him. Oh he raped me once more the first night as well in his car.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 00:13 by anonymous

    “22. He's late 50s. ”

    You're a big slut

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 00:13 by anonymous

    “22. He's late 50s. ”

    U need to be bred

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 00:38 by anonymous

    “42, in Cape Town.”

    Hey im 30 from Paarl

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 03:21 by anonymous

    “If you orgasmed, it wasn't rape. If it felt so good you enjoyed it that much, you obviously stopped fighting. You was fucked, not raped.”

    If it's initiated forcefully and without consent, it's rape.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 05:22 by anonymous

    I was picked up for DUI and spent a weekend in jail, was raped by my 2 cellmates more than once, not only got hard but also ejaculated without even touching myself while they did it.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 05:45 by anonymous

    “F42 now, happened 10 yrs ago but I was raped by a guy I met on line, was supposed to be our first date and he came to fetch me, I opened the door and was punched in the face knocking me out, when I came to I had been stripped naked and was on a chair and he was raping me anally, I actually enjoyed the forced penetration and had and orgasm as he started cumming in me. When he was done he got dressed and asked if I still wanted to go out and we did. We ended up dating for 3 years and he helped me get raped numerous times but I never came as hard as I did the first time with him. Oh he raped me once more the first night as well in his car.”

    Beautiful!

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 05:51 by anonymous

    “Beautiful!”

    Best years of my life

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 05:56 by anonymous

    I was raped by 3 guys in university, never climaxed while they raped me but after just as they where about to leave the 1 bent down and started slapping my pussy with the his hand and yanking my nipples and I climaxed, to this day I can only climax by my pussy being slapped while my nipples are being yanked and pulled.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 09:24 by anonymous

    “LOL, thanks.

    When I am with a guy the only way I can reach orgasm is by him "forcing" me to have sex, I will say I don't want to do it and he to "force" himself between my legs while I try keep my legs closed, when he tries to penetrate me I beg him not to and try move away, then while he is in me I repeatedly ask him to stop then eventually start asking him to just get it over with and cum. There are only 2 positions though I do climax in, missionary like that or up against a wall and he takes me from behind. FYI I only do this with guys I know a while, rest of the time I just lay there and let them do their thing till they cum in me.”

    Thank you once again, young lady. I asked because I happen to know someone in her 30s who was raped. I am in my 60s. She, like you, cam orgasm only with rough sex. She loves to be slapped, have her boobs twisted hard and forced into submission. She is socially well-adjusted and has a good job.

    It took me a while to get the rhythm of it; but now I can make her cum hard when we meet. She says that I am the only person she trusts. It has, now, turned into a monogamous relationship.

    I, therefore, can relate to your position.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 09:30 by anonymous

    “My therapist never made me feel bad and she even gave me EMDR therapy. It helped me heal ”

    A 2003 analysis in the professional journal Traumatology reports that EMDR has been controversial. Several studies have found that the eye movements employed in EMDR do not add to its effectiveness.Additionally, commentators have attacked EMDR as pseudoscience, claiming that it isfalsifiable. While multiple meta-analyses have found EMDR to be as effective as trauma focused cognitive behavioral therapy for the treatment of PTSD, these findings are tentative given the low numbers in the studies, high risk rates of researcher bias, and high dropout rates.

    Need we say more? Therapy is our modern day version of snake oil.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 10:01 by anonymous

    Am 42 now and never been raped but it is on my fantasy list along with lots of other things, obviously I do not want the emotional trauma associated with it but the physical side. I even went so far as to place on line ads asking for guys to help me fulfill it but chickened out and deleted them. Specifically my fantasy is a date rape scenario and it is because I was used once while passed out in my early 30's.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 10:10 by anonymous

    I am male and I was raped by 2 woman and even ejaculated, courts threw it out cos I ejaculated so to them I enjoyed it.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 10:49 by anonymous

    “I've never been anally penetrated but, when I was just 6 years old, I was forced to repeatedly suck the dick of a 12-year-old boy from the neighborhood. While it terrified me at first (especially witnessing his ejaculation the very first time, which I had never experienced before then), I actually started to enjoy what I was doing for him. Afterwards, I would like back on the hard, cold, tile floor and masturbate like crazy while he watched. He would often laugh at me, probably because of my obvious enthusiasm for what I was doing. I knew that it was "wrong", but it was all just so overwhelming to me. I still have kind of a difficult time reconciling the way I responded to it.”

    That's how it started for me. I was sucking the neighbor boy who was in 8th grade when I was in kindergarten and I was liking it and even did it with other boys when I was growing up. It was one of "my friends" who told his friends about the "cute kid with the gorgeous ass that sucks but has never been fucked." They bribed me to strip down to my underpants and suck um.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 11:02 by anonymous

    I've recently got married eleven months ago and got raped by three men recently behind a lounge new year's eve. I'd never been with anyone other than my husband let alone black men and I was having orgasm after orgasm even though it was hurting??? My husband loves to show me off in short skirts and lace panties. He gets really excited when guys hit on me but doesn't know what happened.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 11:52 by anonymous

    “I am male and I was raped by 2 woman and even ejaculated, courts threw it out cos I ejaculated so to them I enjoyed it.”

    This is great information. When raping someone you should always force them to cum and make a video of them having an orgasm. This makes it impossible to prosecute. Generally just knowing that you have a video of them cumming is enough to keep them from reporting it.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 15:47 by anonymous

    “If it's initiated forcefully and without consent, it's rape.”

    It started out as rape but she changed all that when she nutted. She wasn't raped.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 16:09 by anonymous

    Mom's brother raped me. I was eleven and he was 28. I was scared of him. He told me he'd kill me if I told. I had blood going down my legs, I was crying then he got up and left. I told my mom, she told me to keep my mouth shut and don't tell my dad and she would take care of it. He came over a week later, mom told me to go to the store to get her cigarettes. My uncle said he'd take me in his van. I told him I'll walk, mom said "just go with him, I don't want to wait all day" we went to the store, on the way home he stopped and said "I told you not to tell" and he raped me again with his belt around my neck. When we got home I was bleeding again, he gave mom her cigarettes, I went to the bathroom, I heard my dad walk into the house. I called my dad into the bathroom and told him what happened and he saw the blood. My uncle was having coffee with mom, my dad took his gun and beat my uncle in the head until he was unconscious. Mom called the police on my dad but dad ripped my uncle's pant...
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    s off of him and he had blood still on him. When the police came, daddy was arrested and uncle Tom was arrested. Mom and dad got divorced, my dad was in jail only one day. My uncle's charges were bad and mom was charged too. Mom didn't go to prison, she got probation, uncle Tom got 30 years becsuse he also put a belt around my neck. I lived with my dad until I got my college degree. Mom hasn't spoken to me in 20 years now, she just wrote me one letter telling me I'm nothing but a whore and deserved what happened to me. Uncle Tom is in a wheelchair from something that happened in prison. I can't have kids because the damage from the rape. I still see my dad every week. He never remarried.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 16:12 by anonymous

    I guess I was raped. My step dad licked my pussy when I was 9. He didn't ask, He just licked and fucked me. I dry came from the licking and couldn't wait until he wanted to lick me again. But I was to young at 9 to say it say yes or no. But I let him lick and fuck me until I was in my 30''s and that wasn't rape after the first time many years ago. I was only raped once in my life.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 18:21 by anonymous

    “A 2003 analysis in the professional journal Traumatology reports that EMDR has been controversial. Several studies have found that the eye movements employed in EMDR do not add to its effectiveness.Additionally, commentators have attacked EMDR as pseudoscience, claiming that it isfalsifiable. While multiple meta-analyses have found EMDR to be as effective as trauma focused cognitive behavioral therapy for the treatment of PTSD, these findings are tentative given the low numbers in the studies, high risk rates of researcher bias, and high dropout rates.

    Need we say more? Therapy is our modern day version of snake oil.”

    I underwent several sessions with a therapist in which EMDR was employed. I did overcome my intense fear and hatred of the older boy who made me suck his dick when I was young - literally half his age at the time. I also came to better understand and even feel a sense of compassion toward my youthful self. (I'd always hated myself since because of the favorable way I responded to what I was doing, once I started to get used to it.)

    I can't honestly say, however, that it was attributable to the EMDR. I think it was more the ability to FINALLY just sit down and discuss it with someone was wasn't judgmental, and actually seemed to listen and understand what I was saying. Writing helps a great deal, also. I still suffer from depression and anxiety, though. I was offered medication, but I refused. "Happy pills" won't make my underlying issues go away, and I've heard too many horror-stories of antidepressants fucking people up until they find the proper prescription and dosage. I'm relat...
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    ively high-functioning now, at least as far as work is concerned. (My personal life is still a mess, however.) I don't want to take any chances in the one area of my life that's working for me.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 18:48 by anonymous

    In my case, the older boy made me strip out of my clothes altogether. He would have me "pose" for him first, often reaching out to touch me as I did so. I have to admit, it felt good and arousing (even under such circumstances) to be touched in such a manner - even if it was by another boy. Afterward, he would have me kneel on the floor in front of where he sat, fully clothed. That's when he would expose himself to me. I can still remember the musky scent of his genitals as he presented them to me. His penis would already be fully engorged and pulsating. First, he would have me touch him with my fingers and hands. Then, he would have me plant gentle kisses at random spots that he would point to. Then, starting at his balls, I would lick slowly up and down his dick with the flat of my tongue, circling the swollen head before starting back down again. Only once every bit of his penile flesh was glistening with my saliva would he tell me to take it into my mouth. Of course, because of our...
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    relative age and size, I could only take it until my lips circled around the area of his circumcision scar. Again, he would have me circle my tongue around the head of his dick while I had my lips wrapped around the shaft, stroking what remained with one hand while I held and gently kneaded his balls with the other. I would do that for a few minutes, until he would warn me that he was about to ejaculate. I would then quickly remove my mouth from his penis. (What still baffles me is that, the more it occurred, the more I actually wanted him to cum in my mouth. For whatever reason, it seemed very important to me to know what it tasted like. The best I can rationalize it is that it was the only sense that didn't directly experience it.) Sometimes, he would cover my hands with his as he masturbated to orgasm, ejaculating straight up into the air and allowing it to cascade back down on us. Other times, he would have me hold my hands out in front of me as he stood up so he could ejaculate into my cupped palms. Just like the scent of his genitals, I can still remember the smell of his cum. I actually liked it. It smelled "clean" to me, reminding me a bit of the chlorine bleach that my mother used on laundry day. He would let me play with it in my hands, as he sat back down to rest. I liked bringing them up close to my face and deeply inhaling the scent of his cum while he watched me. I tried running my tongue through the puddle of it in my hands once, but he stopped me. Leaning forward quickly to put his hand on my forehead, he pushed me backward, saying "No!" I never tried that again afterward.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 18:48 by anonymous

    (continued...)

    When it was over, I would usually lie back on the cold tile floor and furiously masturbate to my own orgasm, albeit dry at that age. Sometimes, he would watch and laugh at me - presumably because of how "worked-up" I had gotten from what I was doing. I didn't care at the time. I was too horny, and needed relief. I would feel guilty and ashamed immediately afterward, though, for what I had done, and how I had responded to it.
    The entire time, we would hear the sound of the TV blaring upstairs in the living room, where my grandmother sat, having no idea as to what was going on almost directly beneath her in the basement family room.

    So, yeah, it kinda fucked me up a bit.

  • Commented Jul 1, 2020 22:17 by anonymous

    “42, in Cape Town.”

    Hey finally get to find some1 on here from my hometown..its a shame wat happend to u..im into older woman...i respect tgen enuf to let them enyjoy orgams b3fore.but seeing u say u love men cum in u is kinda kinky...
    Im 31 yr old n id like to talk to u...add me on whatsapp...0815092817
    Dnt worry i wont bite unles u ask me too

  • Commented Jul 3, 2020 09:23 by anonymous

    “I've never been anally penetrated but, when I was just 6 years old, I was forced to repeatedly suck the dick of a 12-year-old boy from the neighborhood. While it terrified me at first (especially witnessing his ejaculation the very first time, which I had never experienced before then), I actually started to enjoy what I was doing for him. Afterwards, I would like back on the hard, cold, tile floor and masturbate like crazy while he watched. He would often laugh at me, probably because of my obvious enthusiasm for what I was doing. I knew that it was "wrong", but it was all just so overwhelming to me. I still have kind of a difficult time reconciling the way I responded to it.”

    It was weird because I pretended not to like it but three of um said that they knew better and made me suck um. I didn't want anyone to know that it made me feel different in a good kinda way except that my underpants got all crummy and I had to hide um from my mom. I started being with um like in private and that's so much nicer.

  • Commented Jul 4, 2020 19:01 by anonymous

    Yes you are trash. You are a slut who loves cock and then like all women, you become the victim.

  • Commented Jul 5, 2020 04:11 by anonymous

    “Yes you are trash. You are a slut who loves cock and then like all women, you become the victim.”

    I'm not the OP but I love when a man shames me for my orgasms during rape.

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