One of the things I struggle with is the fact that I could be living my life so many different ways. Do I go out with friends, make new friends and go to parties, stay at home alone, meet up with family, etc. It drives me insane.
Posted Apr 29, 2019 03:49 by anonymous
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Thanks to anyone who reads this.
I'm an older teenager. My life is ahead of me yes, but I can't even decide what to do now. In 30 years the people I grew up with could all be thousands of miles away from me. It's quite depressing to think about.
I mean at the end of things, a lot of people will go there own separate ways.
And then there are in the moment decisions. Like do I go to prom with certain friends here or do I visit old friends that live further away at a ball?
Do I go bowling with some people I know or do I go for a walk.
It's that sort of stuff. And it shatters me to my core. I'm not super close to very many people anymore, since a lot of them have moved away, and while I'm not chronically depressed, dealing with the thought that one day all of what I have will be gone is rough.
But I wish I had more close friends again and I wish things didn't have to change so often.
I don't think anyone will read this it understand it, but if anyone does thanks.
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Commented Apr 29, 2019 03:51 by anonymous
you will regret which ever decision you make so just accept that you will feel like a complete fuck up by age 33 anyway like most people do.
Commented Aug 14, 2019 14:25 by anonymous
Stop over thinking and jump in and live life.
Commented Sep 15, 2019 02:26 by anonymous
Iife really sucks you have plenty of chances to fuck it up but only one chance to get it right
Like the second comment that someone said you have your whole life a head of you a few years from now you probably won't even remember none of this the best advice I can give you is live life to the fullest and enjoy every minute of it do the things that makes you happy And one day when you get married spoil your partner when you start taking a interest in girls or boys doesn't matter when you start to be in a serious relationship with someone get rid of all of your friends friends will destroy your life forever trust me I know one of my classes friends came in between me and now my ex-girlfriend she was absolutely amazing beautiful she was. My everything I wanted everything I ever needed I was 22 when I met her she was 19 she was perfect loved doing the same things that I love to do I am 49 my life is over not much life in me I am lonely as hell had a few girlfriends since we broke up but can't find one that could ever take her place I been single now going on 8 long years about to give up I not afraid of death I just don't want to die alone