Do you know that feeling when you try to do everything you can for the people that matters so much in your life and make sure they understand that you’ll always be available always be there for them and that they’re your first priority above everything and they’re like “damn you’re such a good person can’t believe you did all that for me nobody would’ve done this much thank you so much for being here” but instead of doing the same for you when you need it the most they just choose to .. fucking walk away and choose somebody else over you again and again ? Like they just let you down cause they don’t need your help anymore even if you badly need theirs and you badly need to feel important to this person cause you decide to give up everybody and everything else for her, like wtf do I look like a joke to you ? Do I look like a fucking stool you decide to sit on when you’re tired and need to rest and then you abandon it when you’re done resting ? Fuck that fucking fuckers shit man I’m tired I’m emotionally exhausted.