When my husband was out of town, I cheated on him with a MUCH older guy (30+ years older)… who worked for my dad’s company… and then I later found out he is a sexual offender. I know a lot of secrets about him. Like that he was running a company behind my dad/his employers back using his software and that he pays for prostitutes often. He gave me $2000 total and took me for very expensive dinners and drinks multiple times. We had sex once but had multiple encounters where he fingered me and made me cum.
He told me he loves me and is going to divorce his wife… not for me but apparently “a divorce has been in the making for a long time” I immediately cut things off when he said he loves me and I was only in this for the money.
now my dad/his boss found out he is a sex offender and is going to fire him, I'm afraid he will spill our shit out of anger at me (even though I didn't tell anyone. I didn't even know till it went around his work...)
Why don’t I feel guilty?! I only feel scared if someone finds out what we've done it'll ruin my life. I honestly don't know why I let it go this far. I knew he was a creepy, rich, old, perv with a fat ugly wife and just wanted to use that to my advantage to get some money out of him to pay for my law school tuition. He also has brought up my name so many times to his wife in various conversations and I want to fucking strangle him for it. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!? I am seriously so worried about what he can say. I now know that he is so fucking dumb its incredible and doesn't know how to keep his fucking mouth shut.