My uncle touched me as a kid, and I’ve never told anyone since
Posted Jul 22, 2019 18:07 by anonymous
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So, when I was about 6 or 7, my family went to this camping place with other distant members of the family and friends. We would stay in a cabin for a week with my uncle, his wife, and two teenage sons. There were lots of other cabins and stuff in the area, a lake to swim at, the usual summer fun stuff.
I don’t remember which night, might’ve been the first. My older brother, younger brother, these two other kids and I were supposed to sleep in the living room. My brothers and I would sleep on the couch that folds into a bed, and the kids were sleeping on the floor.
Now, a few things to know about my uncle and my relationship with him:
1: I’m not sure if he’s just a really distant uncle, or if he’s only related by marrying my mom’s cousin (who isn’t even her cousin by blood. my mom is adopted).
2: he was kinda old. Maybe forty, no younger than 35.
3: we were always super close to him and his family, and would always visit and have fun. I particularly liked this uncle because he would always pick me up and do stuff with me and give me back rubs, which I just see as creepy now.
So I’m trying to go to sleep on this couch bed in a poorly ventilated cabin, and I go to get some water. My uncle’s awake, and I’m thinking “oh, yay! It’s uncle X!” He says if I can’t get to sleep, I could stay with him. I saw this as normal, and I lay in the bed with him in his room. This is where I get uncomfortable.
He starts rubbing my back under my shirt, and eventually sticks his hand down my pants and starts to rub my ass. I’m uncomfortable, but too scared to do anything, so I just hope he stops. Eventually, I finally say I want to go to bed, he says it’s fine and I can sleep with him. I said “my mom will get mad at me if I don’t sleep where I’m supposed to, so I’ll just sleep with my brothers.” He tried to convince me to stay for a while and said shit like “no, no, it’s fine,” but I wasn’t having it.
I thought it wouldn’t be a big deal until the next morning. When no one is in war shot, he says really quietly, “you know, if you liked what I did last night, we can do it again.” I shook my head and told him I didn’t like it.
Being a dumbass kid, I didn’t think of this at all. Even when we saw each other at family gatherings and stuff. He never did anything like that again, but I didn’t hang around him as much either.
I didn’t tell my mom or dad because I didn’t think it was a big deal. Years later, I started thinking about it, and now every time I see him (which isn’t often anymore) I get really anxious and my mind always goes to what he did to me. I’ve never really told anyone this, but at this point it’s kind of suffocating me, so it’s good to get this out there.
It wasn’t like he did anything horrible, like actually assault me, but still. If I went back to him the second night he might have.
tl;dr: my uncle got me in the bed with him, he rubbed my ass and made me uncomfortable, I never told my parents even though we still see him sometimes.
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Commented Aug 1, 2019 08:31 by anonymous
I’m not your uncle but am one also I’m assuming you are a guy. As for me I was in a situation similar but also went farther me and my brother were at the same age as you were I was 5/6 my brother 6/7 we lived in apartments at the time with our two older sisters the second oldest sister of ours had a friend in the same apartments who also had a brother who was at least a couple years older than us three were all playing around in this small wooded area near where we lived me and my brother later on wanted to go home and he wouldn’t let us (btw by this time even being so young knew I liked boys a bit more than girls) he pulled out a disposable camera and this is like early 90s and told us if we wanted to go home we had to do what he wanted first telling me to suck off my brother then him to me my brother told me just to fake like I was so I did then him he then had us both lay face down then the other lay on top as if we were having sex with each other both me and my brother never talked about it even directly after.
Looking back I’m actually fine with what happened cause it helped me find out what I like/am which is a bisexual but more on the gay side and also a cross dresser
Commented Aug 15, 2022 10:05 by anonymous
“I’m not your uncle but am one also I’m assuming you are a guy. As for me I was in a situation similar but also went farther me and my brother were at the same age as you were I was 5/6 my brother 6/7 we lived in apartments at the time with our two older sisters the second oldest sister of ours had a friend in the same apartments who also had a brother who was at least a couple years older than us three were all playing around in this small wooded area near where we lived me and my brother later on wanted to go home and he wouldn’t let us (btw by this time even being so young knew I liked boys a bit more than girls) he pulled out a disposable camera and this is like early 90s and told us if we wanted to go home we had to do what he wanted first telling me to suck off my brother then him to me my brother told me just to fake like I was so I did then him he then had us both lay face down then the other lay on top as if we were having sex with each other both me and my brother never talked about it even directly after.
Looking back I’m actually fine with what happened cause it helped me find out what I like/am which is a bisexual but more on the gay side and also a cross dresser ”
Do you feel like these events had led you to become a cross dresser or more into men? I’m curious to see whether my SA as a kid was the result of me being bi
Commented Aug 15, 2022 10:16 by anonymous
“Do you feel like these events had led you to become a cross dresser or more into men? I’m curious to see whether my SA as a kid was the result of me being bi ”
Sexual assault doesn't effect orientation. It was too bad it made you feel uncomfortable. I understand that. I was in a similar situation that I found quite enjoyable.
Commented Aug 15, 2022 10:27 by anonymous
Big deal he rubbed your butt!
Commented Aug 15, 2022 11:14 by anonymous
“Big deal he rubbed your butt! ”
It is a big deal if it makes you uncomfortable. It was definitely more than just rubbing his butt.
Commented Aug 15, 2022 11:17 by anonymous
“It is a big deal if it makes you uncomfortable. It was definitely more than just rubbing his butt. ”
And she said she didn't like it he didn't do it again no big deal.