Long story short, I got this new job, and my manager is literally a disaster. I have a super anxious perfectionist personality, and the way she threw a lot of tasks at me drove me crazy. + The colleagues she has assigned to work with me (2 of them) were control freaks and don't know what they were doing. I told her that I don't feel comfortable working with them and that I cannot handle the randomness of their work. She did not give a shi\*! She told them my opinion , in good faith to solve things, and one of them is the head of a commission that will soon take a fateful decision regarding my future!


After only 3 months of working at this place, I got tired of everything! I told her that I want to quit my job. I never told her that she & the other 2 of my collages were behind this choice. I just told her that I don't feel comfortable at work. She was nice and tried to change my mind, but she told everyone about that. All of my collages now think I am arrogant and I really don't feel welcomed ( I have been working here for 6 months). They are respectful, but don't interact with me unless there is some work that all of us have to work on. I don't get invited to social events although they were doing that when I first got this job. I am trying to be nice to them, but it does not seem to work.

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I don't know what to do, and I cannot say that to anyone.

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