I think he was super super cute and he is super super nice. I actually ended up texting him accidentally 3 months ago and when he texted back saying who is this, I was upset my friend never ended up saying anything about me, I’m not friends with that friend anymore due to other reasons, but I can’t stop thinking about this guy, it’s taking over my life and I don’t know why bc he is not that cute but has this charisma in his picture. I really want to text him back and ask him, if he is interested in me, but every time I try to hit the send button, I freeze, get all panicky and I can’t, and it’s driving me insane. I am not scared of rejection, as I know if he rejected me or said he’s interested, either answer, would satisfy me bc I won’t have that what if thoughts and feelings. But for some reason I just get a lot of anxiety and slight panic attack when I think about texting him. What should I do. I also have very thick walls and cannot share these feelings even with my close friends. I know I will feel better after asking him despite what the response will be, but I just can’t. I have also never dated before, I’m 22.