So almost a year ago, about 2 weeks after valentines day I (25m) broke up with my ex (22f). I decided to break things off because it seemed as though I was the only one contributing to the relationship. She was suffering from depression and was dealing with family issues. I understood this and I would always check up on her to see how she was doing throughout the day and try to keep her spirits high. She knew she could come over whenever to get away from her home issues. I was always there for her to FaceTime if she just wanted to have someone there, not necessarily even talking. I would always get her small gifts here and there because I knew she loved the little things.

I started to notice I was the only one really making any effort and I asked her if everything was okay. She insisted everything was fine so I got more direct and asked if she was still into me and our relationship, she swore everything was great and I was one of the best guys she's been in a relationship with. Now I also suffer from depression and I have adhd so I tend to overthink alot, as you can imagine that wasn't really good in my situation. There were times when she would FaceTime me in the middle of me having a crying episode and act like nothing was wrong.

Fast forward a few days from the conversation and I'm literally ghosted for a few days so I message her and I'm completely honest with her. I let her know that I don't want to play games and wanted to be in a more serious relationship with real communication and maturity. Lol she lost it claiming that we were never a thing, she could have anyone, my dick was 2 inches (it's 2 1/2 tyvm) basically trying to make excuses on her end.

Fast forward to now, I check my snapchat and I see that she has added me. Now I'm not necessarily saying I still have feelings for her, but I do feel bad for leaving her. I was kinda the only stable thing in her life at the time. I think deep down I kinda miss her, but at the same time I haven't been with anyone since her so I might just miss the idea of having a "her". I really don't know what to do, and I'm still shocked she added me after almost a year.