Married secretly living with AIDS
Posted Apr 5, 2016 23:52 by anonymous
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I'm a 40 year old married man with 1 child from a past relationship and 1 child with my wife that I have been married to for 12 years. Within those 12 years I have constantly snuck around during all times of the night to meet up with women I come across on Craigslist, Facebook, anonymous chat sites, Singles line, and a variety of other social communications. I wouldn't mind being faithful to my wife but I do not love her and the only reason I'm still with her is so my kid won't be subject to seeing his mom with other men like my oldest son has been. Recently I was called in to a health clinic because a woman that was diagnosed HIV positive had to provide a list of all her sexual partners and my name happened to come up. I kept this from my wife and arrived at the clinic on my lunch break at work. The doctor took blood from me and he was actually getting on to me for being a married man with my name in the mix of something of such category. I didn't respond to his angry tone but hell he was right. I should not have been in the mix of something like that but I was and there was and is no changing that fact. After the doctor was done taking my blood he asked me about mine and my wife's sex life and recommend that I bring her to the clinic to get checked out and also my results would be in within a few days. I kept all this a secret from my wife. Nobody knew about this. Three days went by and I get a call on my phone while I'm at my oldest sons football game. I get up to take the phone call when I see its the doctors number. The doctor explained to me he needed me at the clinic for my results. After my sons football game I took him to get something to eat, dropped him off at his moms house, and headed to the clinic. As I sat down in the chair of the doctors office the nurses looked at me as if I were a sack of shit. They left out shutting the door behind them leaving me and the doctor alone. The doctor didn't say a word. He pushed the folder across the desk for me to get it. Here's what it said
Chlamydia testing results: NEGATIVE
Syphilis testing results: NEGATIVE
Gonarea testing results: NEGATIVE
HPV testing results: POSITIVE
AIDS/HIV: POSITIVE
After I saw the first two positive's I stopped reading and cried like I haven't cried and 30 years. The doctor continued on starring in anger at me. I got up with tears flowing from my eyes and left the clinic. I went to a field where I used to sit just to get away as a teenager. I laid in the luscious grass starring up at the great big blue sky with tears flowing from my eyes into my ears. I was ready to end my life. As soon as the thought of suicide came across my mind I was startled by the sound of my buzzing phone. I answered and it was my wife. She said "Hi, honey, I was just calling to check on you and say I love you." At the sound of her warm words my body was overwhelmed with grief. I said those same words back but of course I didn't mean it. I'm sitting at the foot of a bed in a cheap hotel room with a noose hanging from the ceiling ready for me to hang. I'm ready.
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Commented Apr 6, 2016 01:26 by anonymous
You are absolute garbage. A worthless, sniveling, immoral, piece of SHIT. You are right to feel so bad, because you are nothing but FILTH.
Commented Apr 6, 2016 01:31 by anonymous
You next stop is Hell. You will burn in the lake of fire forever gnashing your teeth and crying aloud. Your ears will fill with the sound of the damned and your nostrils with the odor of sulfur and burning flesh. You turned your back on God and his morality, so you will pay the final recompense of your immortal soul.
Commented Apr 6, 2016 18:46 by anonymous
I'd go out as if it was an accident. Get a 1 million dollars of life insurance and then end it. Also be sure to get an annuity for your son in the case that's he too immature to handle such wealth. Get an advanced directive and set out a spending plan for your wife and young son. No point in ending it if your not getting anything from it.
Commented Apr 6, 2016 18:58 by anonymous
“I'd go out as if it was an accident. Get a 1 million dollars of life insurance and then end it. Also be sure to get an annuity for your son in the case that's he too immature to handle such wealth. Get an advanced directive and set out a spending plan for your wife and young son. No point in ending it if your not getting anything from it. ”
Most policies require a minimum passage of time before they pay out on a suicide. Two years is pretty common for policies in the US.
Commented Apr 8, 2016 16:42 by anonymous
I was once married to a woman who ended up being HIV positive.We later divorced,its almost 15 years and I am still negative.I took many tests with much fear. I wish you a long healthy life
Commented Oct 9, 2017 02:31 by TheCajunPhoenix
Suicide is not the answer. And I would start looking for another doctor because a doctor is supposed to treat his or her patients with some compassion and yours deserves to be stripped of his medical license for his bad bedside manner alone.
Many people with HIV/AIDS can live a relatively productive life after they've been diagnosed. It doesn't mean things will always be awesome and it doesn't mean things will always be horrible.
You are already living through the Hell of being infected with HIV. Don't end your life and risk going to the other Hell because there are no do-overs after death.
Commented Feb 9, 2020 19:45 by TheCajunPhoenix
“Most policies require a minimum passage of time before they pay out on a suicide. Two years is pretty common for policies in the US.”
And some insurance policies will not even pay out if the death is a suicide.
Commented Feb 9, 2020 20:00 by anonymous
Wow! It was a great story until you slipped up with the HPV test. There is no test for HPV. But it's still a great story and an eye opener. I will not cheat on my wife period.
Commented Feb 9, 2020 21:59 by anonymous
“I was once married to a woman who ended up being HIV positive.We later divorced,its almost 15 years and I am still negative.I took many tests with much fear. I wish you a long healthy life”
How things change. This Fecember I had sex with a lady in a country satulated with HIV/AIDs. A condom came off and I did not realize till after. I was mortified. The next morning we fucked without a condom. I went to a pharmacy and was given a medication that keeps one from developing HIV, and u have to take it for 30 days. There is no way I could go 30 days without fucking my gf. I am done with the medication, but I have not been re-ested. I was HIV negative before that sexual encounter. The woman I fucked said she was clean, but am not sure. I hope she was not lying.