Hello everyone I'm an 19 year old male with a perfectly normal bmi (5"9 153lbs or 175cm 70kg). I've never smoked in my life, I've never tried drugs and I don't drink alcohol. No history of cancer or heart issues in my family.

So it all begun this July when I woke up with an intense chest pain, I thought I was having a heart attack and my mother slashed me to the ER. I had a blood test, EKG, ultrasound everything was clear. One week later I caught covid, but the symptoms were mild and I was also vaccinated.

So in September I took a CBC again in order to get an Accutane treatment for my acne. The CBC came back with high WBC and lymphocytes (10.1 and 48). They told me it might be cause of covid and I should retake the CBC in a month. Meanwhile I begun to get daily intense chest pains, at upper the left part where I can feel my heart. So I got another appointment with a cardiologist.

In October I went to the cardiologist who did an EKG, echo, 48 Holter everything came back fine again. So they told me I don't have any heart issues. Now my CBC came back with more elevated wbc and lymphocytes (11 and 48). At the time I had also developed everyday abdominal pains. And lots of gasses, like I have to fart all the time, and the farts last long. Also I feel a fullness to my abdomen and I get spasms or fasciculations? all over my body everyday. I got an abdominal ultrasound which came back normal. My poop also comes back in thin layers which looks nothing like before.

In December I met with an hematologist/oncologist who put me on like 30 tests and everything came back clear except my WBC (which were again elevated at 12.6 this Time and lymphocytes at 47) in September they were 10.1 and in December 12.6 the hematologist told me that I have a reactive lymphocyticosis and it's nothing serious. (before I caught covid in July at the ER my CBC was perfectly normal). He said I should retake a CBC in 6 months in order to check.

I also visited a gastroenterologist who said that I probably have nothing since I'm too young and prescribed me omeprazole for 30 days. It didn't help at all. I also take vit D supplements because I have a deficiency and a bit of my magnesium for my heart. I also had a poop culture which came up clear.

Now it's been like 5 months that I'm leaving in daily pain, I can feel something like a rapid heartbeat in my abdomen, hands back etc. I think they're called fasciculations, I get them like every hour and it's so so annoying. I also get the intense chest pains everyday, I feel like my heart is gonna leave me or something. It's really painful and I feel like dying. My abdomen also hurts everyday. I have so much Gass, and ramblings. Which I can't stand. My belly usually hurts at the upper left part.

I also got covid again, just a few days before new year, im afraid to take a CBC now, cause I believe that my WBC will be skyrocketed. My symptoms were worse than first time. I had high fever for 2 days (38.5-39.5C and I still have some cough). I feel that this will really mess my immune system more than it's already messed up.

I asked if I can get a colonscopy but they told me that they're meant for people over the age of 50. And me with no family history I'm not a candidate for it. Pretty much every test I've taken comes up normal. Except my wbc which keep raising every month. I'm so afraid that I have something serious like cancer or crohn's.

My quality of life has really deteriorated, I can't study any more, I can't do anything. I'm in daily pain. My heart hurts. My acne has dominated my body it's really everywhere (chest, back, butt, face even thighs) and with bad break outs. I can't lie on my bed because my back bleeds because of it. And I still haven't gotten the Accutane because of my blood. I also want to start working out, but the pains are scaring the shit out of me. Thinking that I'm gonna pass on the treadmill or something. The acne has also destroyed my self esteem and it's worse than ever (been battling with it for almost 5 years now)

I don't wanna die yet but my life is really shitty. Hell I would give everything to feel good again. Tbh I don't know what tests I can take anymore. To shed some light in my case. Should I ask for an MRI? My parents have really got full of me, I've ripped them off by dragging them to so many appointments they have to pay.

I can literally feel my left part of my belly pumping right now, like when I touch my heart. I also get some sharp pains here and there that last a few seconds. I'm so afraid it's cancer, only the thought of it makes me wanna vomit. I'm only 19 goddammit