So yeah. I just lost $1000 of my friends money and he expects it on Monday. I don't know who to talk to. My parents can't lend me the cash. In do have some wealthy friends but I don't know how to approach them about cash. I have a part time job that pays $500 per month and bills are half that. I do not see anyway of raising this money and I have commitments with friends and family tomorrow and Sunday which now I can't attend to because I am now at zero. Everything is gone. Only about 5 of my friends know I gamble. Even my roommates don't know. My girlfriend knows and she has told me to stop but I keep breaking her trust. I even lost some of her money gambling. I was given some money by a family member a week ago and I lost it all gambling. This has happened within the last 2 weeks I am helpess to the point I am depressed and thinking of ending it all. Honestly I do not know what to do but I just wanted to let it off my chest.