I graduated from high school early in fall '18 and went to college early because my dad had tuition remission, didn't really look at any colleges, completely rushed the whole process. I applied to one other school.

Ever since I've came i've never made any actual friends, only acquantainces, I'm constantly feeling lonely. Before this semester I decided I would stop playing video games, which led to me going to the gym and improving my self confidence. However, I still can not for the life of me find people that are like me. I've tried joining clubs, going out, everything imaginable, but nothing works..

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I haven't had a prof. here that i've liked, not to sound racist but most of mine are Indian/Chinese so I can barely understand what they are saying (im in Computer Science). It's making me lose my passion for coding.

My GPA is slipping drastically (I'm at a 3.0, but after this semester its gonna slip to around a 2.7 ish.)

For the time i've been here i've always told my parents that I liked it but I just opened up to my mom crying about it.

And honestly It felt so good because I'm rarely able to cry.

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I talk to a therapist to help me with my anxiety, which has helped, but I have no clue what to do, where I should go, I'm honestly lost. I've never felt like this before.