I know it sounds bad, but I don’t hate people just because they have a disorder like autism. I might go more in depth with my opinions on that in a separate post. Anyway, my sister has always been someone I tried to be nice to and look up to, but always felt betrayed right afterward. We get along sometimes, but then she always does some dumb shit that she can’t admit was wrong. She has this belief that she is always right and anyone opposing her is wrong and just hates her for who she is. She always gets into arguments with the family and I’m always stuck in the crossfire, and it gets really hard sometimes. She’s even ran away multiple times, making it more difficult on the family. Not to mention when I was quite young up until a few years ago, she would always torment me in every way from stealing my stuff, scaring me in every possible way, and the worst of it, beating down on me and then trying to blame it on me. (I might share the worst of it, but I doubt this post, or any other by me will get enough attention.)She’s also always trying to force her half-formed political opinions on everyone always. Whenever I try to say something about her opinions, she just resorts to insults, the victim card, or some other bullshit. All of the fights she’s caused have really had their toll on me. (I’d rather not discuss at length.) She also loves to rant about how autistic people are better than all and should be regarded as gods, and how anti-vax supporters (Don’t worry, I support vaccines) just hate autistic people and want her dead, as well as every other autism-based group, I think one of them was called autism speaks? Not sure. I also remember her saying that if we found a way to cure blindness or deafness, that it would be discriminatory because they were born that way and should want to change, and they’re all happier that way. (Not to say some aren’t) I’m sorry if this is a bit ranty, but I really needed to get this out somewhere, I’ve been at boiling point lately. Anyway, to all who see this and read through it, thank you, so much, it really means a lot to know someone else knows what it’s like. It’s been hard when she gets of the hook way easier than she should because “that’s just how she is.” I don’t care what you say, you can’t convince me autism is a gift after all I’ve been through with her.