I’ve done bad things so when bad things happen to me I feel like I deserve it.
Posted Sep 9, 2019 00:28 by anonymous
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I haven’t exactly been the greatest human specimen out there. But then. Who is? But I’m really fucked. Like the cremè de la fucked up.
As a younger boy. And even now. I’d feel immense shame asking for money. Kinda better now but it was bad. So as a kid, I’d rob money from the charity box. A £1-2 each time they’d leave. That slowly developed into me being a little shit and robbing SD cards that used to cost an arm and a leg back in 2007-2009.
I caused so much grief that I vividly remember my father crying with my mum and neighbour beside me. Back in 2012
Couldn’t afford food and money was short as a teen? Get food from local sainsburys.
Couldn’t sleep. Drank a diet of 5-6 cans of monster(energy drink) a day.
Got caught one day stealing a Taylor Swift album for a girl I liked:-: yep
Then I started getting drunk. Alcohol etc.
Got treated for depression and just being a shit ass attention seeker.
I’m 21 now.. thank fuck I’ve changed but I’m still a crapshoot.
My birthday was about 9 days ago. I didn’t want my family spending a penny on me because I felt so shit around them and the pain I’ve caused them. Yes I’ve tried my best to make up for it but it hurts seeing them like this.
Sorry for wasting your time
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Commented Mar 15, 2020 08:47 by anonymous
I liked to get girls on dates and would force them to suck my dick in my car. One of them had a black guy sodomize me. She saw me the next day and said, how did you like that you fag?
She then told everyone I liked getting it in the ass. The humiliation was worse than the sex
Commented Mar 12, 2023 00:09 by anonymous
“I liked to get girls on dates and would force them to suck my dick in my car. One of them had a black guy sodomize me. She saw me the next day and said, how did you like that you fag?
She then told everyone I liked getting it in the ass. The humiliation was worse than the sex ”
Mhmm I love a man who isn't afraid to take what he wants; I would enjoy watching you make her swallow your cock, and (without telling her) I want you to cum in her mouth. Then, I want her to spit your cum on my dick, then make her eat my ass, while I bend you over and pound your ass with my 23cm Uncut BBC.
Commented Mar 12, 2023 00:51 by anonymous
The only way to beat this self sabotage is to forgive yourself. You were a kid. Apologize to your dad. Be very honest and refuse to be rude or unkind to anyone. You do not deserve a life sentence of shame. Pull yourself out of this.
Commented Mar 12, 2023 01:10 by anonymous
I was about 13 when I realized I was a peace of shit human with depraved sexual fantasies. Started by molesting a few girls in the neighborhood, moved onto forcing our housekeeper to perform sexual acts on me. Over the years I have done pretty much everything I can think of to satisfy my sexual cravings from forcing girls and woman into sexual acts, sodomized my cleaner by force, I even drugged a girlfriend and let 2 strangers rape her. I have picked up homeless boys and girls and paid them for sex, those that refused I forced them to do it.
Commented Jun 11, 2023 16:00 by anonymous
I tried to fuck a few girls only to be told my dick was useless & go beat off. I started selling drugs for extra money, got caught & was sentenced to 6 years in prison. My first cell mate, a black lifer took my ass & made me his slave maid. Now that I am out I love my gay life.