Hey,

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So recently, I have been working on myself and have finally realized that I am the man I want to be. Really- there is nothing I'd change about myself, and I know my worth and that I am a great young man. There is one issue that I can no longer hold in- and I really need to get this out in case someone else struggles with the same thing to know that this is your life- and you decide how it is.

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I have always believed in "spiritual" stuff like astrology and psychics. I understand that many don't, and if you don't- I just want you to hear me out and remain objective. I always trusted these things. I would always see signs that things were working. That God's, or whoever is up there's plan for me is working out. I really felt like the universe was guiding me and protecting me. But lately, with relationship stuff, my pleas for answers and healing feel like they have gone unnoticed. This is the first time in my life that I really am considering leaving these things behind.

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The cruelest thing to me is the lack of empathy from those who claim to be spiritually sensitive, psychic, astrologers, tarot readers, or anyone else who claims they can answer everyone else's stuff. But when I ask "when can I expect to find a relationship," they say it doesn't work like that... So you claim to be able to predict the winning lottery numbers or can talk to the dead- but can't see when I MIGHT be in a relationship? It is so defeating how not a single person who claims to be sensitive can answer my one question- but at the same time turn around and claim to be able to solve cold murder cases... I really used to believe in this stuff- but I have been disappointed and betrayed by this stuff so much recently that I question my faith and trust in this stuff..

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I'm not looking for reassuring comments from those who are spiritual or religious. I don't want people to say "the universe has a plan for you," or some other scapegoat that's used to dodge the fact that these kinds of people say they can perform miracles and see things most can't, yet can't answer one single question, while at the same time say they can speak to my dead relatives and ask them how they died and get an answer. I know exactly what to do to find a relationship- which is to let things play out the way they naturally will. I know I am ready for a relationship- and that it's a matter of who is interested in me. But Christ would it be nice to just get a solid answer from these people for once in my life. Again, I'm just venting. Please don't say anything to try to reassure me. I trust in myself and the person who is right for me- wherever she is. For those of you who don't believe in this stuff- I hope you understand and see why I now detest this stuff.