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The title says it all, although I would still like to explain, maybe no one is actually reading.

its hard for me to think about, and maybe harder for me to explain, its what it sounds like, if I begin thinking about something or I hear a certain thing I will sort of go into this trance and I will begin to feel whatever the scenario calls for. ill begin to feel light headed its a real mess. maybe nothing that was there made any sense.

example 1 : I recently began listen to a band that has been broken up for years (there music couldn't have been on the radio).I haven't every heard any of there music (only one because its basically an anthem). a friend recently told me to listen to them and I figured I should give them a try. I listen to them and I began getting hazy, but it didn't happen like that at first. I liked there music, loved it actually. then it began to happen, the lead singer began to feel familiar, like I had known him or knew things ( like a fan would not in the creepy way). somehow I began to feel an unknown pain in the songs.

example 2: (when I was younger I prefer not to be touched by anyone, so I guess that would include romantic if you will) I was listening to music and thinking about a storyline for something-or-other, and it flashed to me I felt what it was like to love the feeling in my chest the passion that you would feel for someone else.

maybe im just crazy maybe this is all just stupid. and this happens all the time and I don't really know what to do and I feel like im something or someone else when I hear these songs that 'trigger' this feeling, I feel likei have lived before. not sure if that is good or bad. im glad.

thank you for reading

\-ZVP