I’m so grateful for my parents. They are the kindest people in the world. I want to make them happy. But i know if i’m honest i won’t. Im going to try to take care of this myself. Get out of this rut for them.
Posted Oct 13, 2019 13:35 by anonymous
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I don’t know why i’m posting this but i guess i need to say it somewhere. My parents are the best people in my life. I’ve put them through a lot but they always stuck by me. Never disappointing always helping. I want to cry because of how much i love them. They are so kind and i would have killed myself if they weren’t there to help me. Friends come and go friends leave but they would never. They do so much to make me happy and i’m so grateful. I want to make them happy i want to make them happy and proud of me. But i feel quite guilty. I have been through mental health issues and they have been amazing about it. For three years they put up with all my bullshit. Helping me and i’m so grateful. They have tried so hard with me but I’m still unhappy. I tell them i am but the truth will come out at some point. I’m pretty unhappy and want help but feel so hopeless. We have tried so much they have made countless scarface’s for me. I want them to have any easy happy kid. I want them to be proud but with my current path i know they won’t. I’ve turned to drugs and lied a lot to them. It’s making me sad. It hurts so much inside. I want to tell them but they would be so sad and disappointed. Everything is telling me to stop but i feel so powerless. I know if i keep doing this they will find out sooner or later. It will hurt them. I guess i had to say it somewhere. I’m trying to stop for them. If i keep doing this it will end badly. It will hurt them and i really don’t want that. I love them and this is how to show it. Wish me luck. ADVICE IS VERY WELCOMED
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Commented Sep 3, 2020 13:06 by anonymous
If you are a minor, tell your parents that you have been feeling depressed, and would like to get help. You do not have to mention the drugs if you do not want to. You will have to be totally open and honest with the counselor though, in order to see any real benefit.
Food for thought: I always avoided telling my parents anything about my mental state, even when suffering from depression. I did not want to worry them. Now as a parent, I can see how this would be more hurtful. I can tell when my own kids are hurting, but my son never admits to feeling blue, and my daughter only talks when pushed. As parents you will go out of your way to make sure your children are happy and healthy. Your parents are likely the same.