I’ve been working on toning up for a decade now and despite losing all around weight and fat my stomach fat sticks out in such a horrendously disproportionate manner. I hate it. In the last year I’ve started punching and hitting it every time I look at it in the shower . I hate myself so much I know hurting myself will do nothing for it but nothing seems to work and until I can some day afford Lipo the only comfort is hurting and hating the ugly thing . Nobody knows about the ugly thing that lives under my clothing , I’ve spent over a decade sucking it in that now I’m used to it. No one gets it when I complain about being fat because no one but me has seen it . Sometimes I get tired of sucking it in and wish I could be normal.