Ok so im 14 and ill be in school in class and be paying attention and stuff as much as i can but i will never understand whats going even if its simple on around me or ill never understand what im learning in school even if i give it all my attention .like i never understand why someone laughed or clapped or ill never know if i have to get up and do something unless the teacher comes up to me and tells me to get up.sometimes i end up packing up and getting ready to leave class because it seemed liked thats what everyone was doing but in reality there is like 30 mins left of class like jeez im so slow XD.same anywhere else.like something huge and obvious could be happening and i wont understand whats going on and following simple instructions is hard for me.becuz if this i never understand what people say and it takes forever to process and even if i heard them i say “what?”.even i find it annoying.because im of this i have only one friend from 10 yrs ago that is clearly getting tired of me so F.so i just wanna know if anyone feels the same cuz i feel like the biggest idiot ever lmao