I’ve been so caught up in what’s more important; education or (job) experience. My brother is going off to college, and I haven’t been to college in like two years. And in the meantime, I’ve just been rotting away, doing nothing. My mom tells me that I’m a lowlife loser, and she’s right. I don’t know what I’m doing in life.

I don’t have a job, I never got an official education, I’ve just been wasting away. But I don’t know what I want to do in life, or who I want to be. How do people just *know* who they are? It takes time sure, but what if I never know?

I can get a job, I can go back to school, get my degree, become a (insert here) but then what?...I accomplished life? Is that really the meaning? Is that what I’m supposed to be doing in life? I don’t find any satisfaction in that at all. I would feel *great*, don’t get me wrong, but that’s not what *I* want.

Then again I don’t know what I want.