I'm going through a complicated time since this year started.
I’m feeling sad frequently, I just want sleep, sometimes is hard to wake up.
When I think in my future I just see sadness.
I'm about to graduate and start to work in this career but I’m not happy, it’s like I'm walking into adulthood without even having lived my youth.
I want to do so much, but I have no way.
life is heavy...
And if I tell someone that, I'm being exaggerated and ungrateful. I have no one to talk to, in recent years I have been drifting away (even unintentionally) and I just can't go back ... I can't stand to feel like trash anymore ... but that's all I am.
I just wanted to stop being like this.