Sorry if i make any grammar mistakes, typing on my phone.

Recently ive gotten into many fights with my dad and ive been feeling horrible about it. He isnt abusive or anything, its just that we disagree alot. Because of this Ive started to get really depressed, and ive hit a point where i think Im worthless.

So i decided im gonna help other people get passed something i cant. I dont know what to do with my problem. And im making it worse avoiding said problme, distracting myself with video games and my friends online.

I got held back in 9th and broke down into tears, and only 1 person knows this. And because of this, I feel lile im really stupid, and Im letting down the only promise i made to my family. Amd honestly, I have been contemplating suicide at this point, i have bery few irl friends, and i hate talking about my problems.

At this point im trying to help others with what i cant before im gone. Thanks for reading. If you want to dm me Ill give you more details and Ill answer questions.