not a throwaway, i really just dont fucking care anymore

My Roommate who has been jobless for almost 5 months, had the audacity to yell at me like a psychopath today saying (not direct quotes but close) "you need to start going to bed at midnight so my app doesn't randomly record you yelling at games all night *(we share a room split in half by a thick curtain) (she has an app the records her sleep talking so she can listen to it in the morning*), she then states "you dont care about anyone besides YS do you? all you do is play video games all night not caring about anyone but yourself" (*ok normally this would be ok IF SHE DIDNT SLEEP LIKE A FUCKING ROCK, she sleeps fine with me playing games and only is Pissed bc her app makes 50+ recordings at night and she is too lazy to go through them all)* at this point im tired with all of this BS so i go to my computer, sit down and put on my headphones. she rips them off and says "no you that isn't a rhetorical question answer me!"

and quite frankly is was 2 seconds away from punching her is the face, so i Sternly told her to let go of my fucking shit and leave my alone, im so fucking close to killing myself, game are the ***ONLY*** thing that makes me forget about shit and she is trying to regulate my usage ya fuck that, ill kill myself befor that happens

PS: she is able to be jobless so long bc the main roommate is her brother, yay favoritism am i right /s

also, I can't fucking think straight so if this is all jumbled and shit forgive me,