My father used to say I'm someone who can't be left alone, because he always sees me with someone and barely alone by myself. That time, i didn't get what he meant, but now i do. I always want someone to accompany me. Knowing that someone will be there for me would make me relieved. So i would make myself available for those i care. But they weren't there when i need them. My messages are being left unread. Sometimes i have to change the topic to get replies from them. Does that means that they don't want to deal with me if I'm sad? Does that means that they just want the "happy" me to be with them?