hi im just going to take this off my chest: yesterday i(f17) got invited to a party. 3 people who was at the party i already knew being my two best friend(f17) and a boy i was seeing-ishly (like not commited enough to say we are dating but we both liked eachother)

So i naturally got shitfaced and forgot that i was seeing this boy(SMH) my friend pushed me towards a boy i also found cute and told us to kiss WHILE we didnt actually do anything, i was kinda leaning and hugging him alot. My other friend told me i was an asshole and disgusting. Even though i wasnt sober enough to make my own decisions. (BTW my friend wasnt there to sabatage me we were just both a bit too drunk to think straight)

I truly understand why my behaviour was gross but i dont know how to confront him. Well ive told him we need to talk but i dont know what to say. can you guys help maybe?