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I’m a pastor’s daughter and I work as a preschool teacher at a Christian school, and a children’s director at a church. But.... I’m an atheist.

Posted Dec 9, 2018 15:41 by anonymous
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  • Commented Dec 9, 2018 16:26 by anonymous

    If you get the time, and I really mean to make the time, I have a suggestion to regaining your faith, if you are willing?

    There are two ways to read the bible, as I have learned. One, carnally...the boring line by line, precept by precept, if you will, aka expository. I'm not a fan of that, but it has to be done...but...

    The other way to read it is SPIRITUALLY.

    Example: The promises made by God to Abraham.

    1. PROMISED LAND
    2. PROMISED SEED.

    Well...

    A. Promised Land - Carnal
    The physical land of Israel, with specific borders promised to Abrahams PHYSICAL seed thru Isaac, not Ishmael, the first born.

    B. The Promised Land - Spiritual
    Simple...eternal life in Heaven. Heaven is the spiritual promised land.

    C. Promised SEED - Carnal
    Isaac, and the children of Isaac, the children of Jacob (Israel), hence the children of Israel.

    D. The promised seed - Spiritual
    None other that Jesus.

    The law of Moses...a TEST of SELF RIGHTOUSNESS, outlines what sin is.

    We all fail the test. Abraham did not have the law of Moses...why? Romans 4 tells you why.

    This life is but a test.

    The bible is NOT WRITTEN so that we can easily understand it. Spiritual stuff has to be searched out within it.

    Many preachers ONLY preach expository. The Jews did that exclusively, and they missed Jesus because of it. Example. The story of Jonah. Jonah was a prophet that prophesied about Jesus. But the expository folks miss out on that part, only explaining that Jonah did not want to be obedient to God to go to Nineveh. Spiritually, that is not the story. Three days and three nights is the story SPIRITUALLY. But they miss that part.

    Read it from a different perspective, spiritually, rather than carnally. It gets intersting to learn what your dad does not necessarily teach!

    Ed

  • Commented Dec 22, 2018 07:44 by anonymous

    Be true to yourself, and stop brainwashing and indoctrinating these poor children. Just do your best to get another job as soon as possible so you don’t have to live this conflicted lie anymore. The fact that you lost your faith only shows that you have an intelligent thinking mind.

  • Commented Dec 22, 2018 10:04 by anonymous

    “Be true to yourself, and stop brainwashing and indoctrinating these poor children. Just do your best to get another job as soon as possible so you don’t have to live this conflicted lie anymore. The fact that you lost your faith only shows that you have an intelligent thinking mind. ”

    I agree... The bible is a fabrication used to keep the peasants in line... Look at the "true believers" bible thumpers are brain washed. I grew up going to catholic schools and bible study but when i was 12 i realized its a lot of blind faith bullshit...

  • Commented Dec 22, 2018 11:21 by anonymous

    I fucked two pastor’s daughters when I was a teen agnostic.

  • Commented Dec 22, 2018 11:39 by anonymous

    Keep on working until it's time to quit. The Bible is for inbred white trash losers from Shit Hole, West Virginia and Bum Fuck, Arkansas.

  • Commented Dec 22, 2018 11:42 by anonymous

    So what you're saying is you're useless and don't have any actual talents to go out into the world and utilize? If money was the problem, you would just go get another job like a normal person. But it's obvious you can't perform like everyone else out there.

    Have a crazy last day. Tell all the kids what you really think, especially the Christian School girls that you know want to experiment together, and just let your kids have free reign over everything for a day. At least they'll remember you for it.

    Then, when your husband graduates from whatever fake, liberal degree he's going for, you guys can live in your studio knowing that you had some truth in your life at least once.

    Oh And I'm willing to bet that all of these uneducated, inbred fucks above me have never even opened one of the religious books, yet they feel they can talk about about it.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 11:43 by anonymous

    “So what you're saying is you're useless and don't have any actual talents to go out into the world and utilize? If money was the problem, you would just go get another job like a normal person. But it's obvious you can't perform like everyone else out there.

    Have a crazy last day. Tell all the kids what you really think, especially the Christian School girls that you know want to experiment together, and just let your kids have free reign over everything for a day. At least they'll remember you for it.

    Then, when your husband graduates from whatever fake, liberal degree he's going for, you guys can live in your studio knowing that you had some truth in your life at least once.

    Oh And I'm willing to bet that all of these uneducated, inbred fucks above me have never even opened one of the religious books, yet they feel they can talk about about it.”

    Holy fuck, scorched Earth shut-down.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 14:34 by anonymous

    You are not alone, contact The Clergy Project, clergyproject.org.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 14:34 by anonymous

    You are not alone, contact The Clergy Project, clergyproject.org.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 14:34 by anonymous

    You are not alone, contact The Clergy Project, clergyproject.org.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 14:48 by anonymous

    Omg i bet inside there is a horney girl who wants to brake out do whT she want fuck who she wants fuck god he is dead what goodi ls that sneak me into ur little school i wanna fu k all fhe little girls while u suck the boys off

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 14:50 by anonymous

    I bet ur dad has been fucking u since u where 5 all thes god loveing fuck nuts r pedoes beliveing there chile should be ther lover and all that shit

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 14:58 by anonymous

    As a childerns director can u direct them on to my cock ...

    God lovers the church is a joke the preasts r fucking young boys
    Its that fucked up they dont even know what a pussy is if i was a vicker or a preast i would fuck every little girl i met say have u felt the cock of god and slatter virgin blood every where

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 15:02 by anonymous

    You're not alone. Hang in there. What you're experiencing is happening to countless people all over. Atheism is the fastest growing "belief system" (it's not a belief system, but you get what I mean) in the western world. For 2000 years the promises of the Christian faith have failed to deliver. And, all the "spiritual" stuff, personal transformation, "miraculous" healings, sense of purpose, ect... all of those can be found just about anywhere where there is a sense of community and a positive message. Just recently I saw a young man talking about how playing Dungeons and Dragons had helped him to overcome depression and kick his drug addiction. If you weren't aware, you would totally think he was talking about "God's saving grace", but no... he was talking about a game.

    Do what you need to do to support your family (as long as it's in the short term). People rarely have a crisis of faith teaching kids about Santa Clause or the Easter Bunny. You're simply sharing fairy tales and morality myths.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 15:26 by anonymous

    The main problem you have is you are forced to teach the dogma and rules of the church disguised to make people believe it is from the Bible. Churches have been doing this for over 2000 years. The Bible is true and reliable but one needs to study much more than just the Bible. For a number of years I was the same as you, it all seemed to be hoo-do. I listened to what the church taught and believed them. I claimed to be somewhere between agnostic and atheist. I had something happen in my life that when it was over I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt there is a loving God. This was not a life or death occurrence but a physical revaluation. You cannot feel true to what you are teaching because you are not necessarily teaching truth but church dogma. May I suggest you get and read the book: "The Royal Law of Liberty, :Living in Freedom Under Christ's Law of Love" by Darwin Chandler. It is available at Amazon or Kindle. I think this book will open your eyes to what I said above. May the Lord God bless you and teach you the truth.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 15:50 by anonymous

    “The main problem you have is you are forced to teach the dogma and rules of the church disguised to make people believe it is from the Bible. Churches have been doing this for over 2000 years. The Bible is true and reliable but one needs to study much more than just the Bible. For a number of years I was the same as you, it all seemed to be hoo-do. I listened to what the church taught and believed them. I claimed to be somewhere between agnostic and atheist. I had something happen in my life that when it was over I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt there is a loving God. This was not a life or death occurrence but a physical revaluation. You cannot feel true to what you are teaching because you are not necessarily teaching truth but church dogma. May I suggest you get and read the book: "The Royal Law of Liberty, :Living in Freedom Under Christ's Law of Love" by Darwin Chandler. It is available at Amazon or Kindle. I think this book will open your eyes to what I said above. May the Lord God bless you and teach you the truth. ”

    Allow me to paraphrase your statement... "You see, the problem is that *you* don't know the 'TRUTH.' Now, *I* know the truth. I'm special. One time I had a really warm and fuzzy feeling and that was all I needed to know that *I* was special."

    Wow. I mean just wow... Okay, so you know the truth. Prove it. No, "I just know." No, "I feel it in my heart." PROVE IT.

    Here's how you can start. Pick any other major religion (there are many). Hinduism, Islam, Jainism, the Greek gods, the Egyptian gods...just pick one.
    Now, make a list of what a believer of that faith would need to do to PROVE to you that you are wrong and they are right. What evidence would they need to produce. Not stories, parables, myths or urban legends, actual verifiable, repeatable proof. What would they need to do to prove beyond any doubt that they have the one true religion.

    Now take that list you came up with and apply it to *YOUR* religion. Prove it.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 18:42 by anonymous

    “Allow me to paraphrase your statement... "You see, the problem is that *you* don't know the 'TRUTH.' Now, *I* know the truth. I'm special. One time I had a really warm and fuzzy feeling and that was all I needed to know that *I* was special."

    Wow. I mean just wow... Okay, so you know the truth. Prove it. No, "I just know." No, "I feel it in my heart." PROVE IT.

    Here's how you can start. Pick any other major religion (there are many). Hinduism, Islam, Jainism, the Greek gods, the Egyptian gods...just pick one.
    Now, make a list of what a believer of that faith would need to do to PROVE to you that you are wrong and they are right. What evidence would they need to produce. Not stories, parables, myths or urban legends, actual verifiable, repeatable proof. What would they need to do to prove beyond any doubt that they have the one true religion.

    Now take that list you came up with and apply it to *YOUR* religion. Prove it.”

    I do not have to prove anything to you because you have no idea what I am saying anyway. Anything I would say is way over your head. You have a blessed day.

  • Commented Aug 24, 2019 19:17 by anonymous

    You crave a black experience.

  • Commented Aug 25, 2019 10:29 by anonymous

    This bring memories back of fucking the old choir leader, a fat widow of 68 after service on Sundays at her home when I was 20.

    Still can hear her moans: “Oh Lord, oh Lord!” when I shoved my dick deep inside her fat pussy. She always thanked me when we were done.

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