Basically what the title says. I am in my late 20's and ever since I was around 20 I have primarily seeked girls between 12 and 15. I feel like I'm incapable of having a relationship with a woman my age. Even if they're as young as 20, it seems like the younger I go the easier they are. 12 is the youngest I've talked sexually to. I am ashamed of this and wish to stop but don't know how.

All the communication is verbal. They sometimes enjoy it, sometimes they say something hot back. What scares me is when they don't like it. I work with kids. I'm afraid they will report me to police, and if multiple girls come forward, I'll be in prison for a very, very, long time. That's why I am willing to do what I can to stop this madness.

The most explicit thing I've said to a minor (with sexual intentions) is to a 14 year old: "you've gotta practice on boys at your school if you think you can handle my dick" meaning she'd suck off guys at her school before she can even think about sucking my dick.