I lie about literally everything. And I mean everything. Most of what comes out of my mouth is a lie and at this point its pretty much destroyed my life and ability to create any sort of lasting or meaningful friendships or relationships. I've been lying for as long as I can remember and the lies only got bigger and more intricate as I got older. I pretend to be someone who I am not changing the stories of my past, lying about my achievements, what I do, who I am, stories about my family all the way down to what I had for fucking breakfast and the most mundane, meaningless shit that no one would ever need to lie about. Its as if lying has simply become the norm for me. Of course the people in my life have long sussed out the fact that I lie about everything and its simply who Im known as, the liar who fabricates everything and I hate myself for it. I thought I could stop that I could just be a normal fucking person and Ive really tried but not even a month into being at a new place Im already once again branded as the liar because of my fucking stupid inability to simply live out my truth. I know it stems from deep insecurity and an inability to simply accept who I am but have no idea on how to fix it. If I dont fix this shit soon Im simply going to end up killing myself as whats the point in living when you dont have friends and no one likes you because youre such a piece of shit