Drunk so excuse if this is bullet form. I am a 28 y.o. male. While I’m not a “chad”, I am objectively above average looking, half swedish/half korean, blue eyes, dark hair, and am 6’2. I was never bullied much, and was fairly well liked. I was one of the first kids in my grade to get a blowjob and I played college football. And yet, I still have never had full on penetration intercourse.

At 17 I took steroids in an effort to get a scholarship. It worked for the scholarship, but after my penis didn’t. And I lost all ability to maintain an errection. I figured it’d come back, all the guys on the forums said it would, but after a year I went on saw a doctor to get my hormone levels checked. She told me my t levels were “normal”. At the time I believed him but later realized “normal” meant normal for all men of all ages. It was only 3 years after, afters years of mental anguish and therapy, that ai realized that normal meant I had the T levels of a 80 year old man, at 312. Since then, my t levels had dropped to 220. Thankfully I found a male endocrinologist who recently put me on clomid so now my dick world but i am so afraid and anxious of sexual inexperience at this point im in my own head.

I have never been able to keep a girlfriend due to this, and, despite “sleeping” with seven women naked in bed, still have yet to have full intercourse. Just needed to vent and say to get your hormones checked, and if they feel off, ask foe the actual number instead of “normal”