Almost a 30-something. Left scandinavia for Canada because i did not fit in at home. Came here three years ago. Met lots of friends and my girlfriend. Professionally the move has been devastating. I am too qualified for manual labor but not qualified enough to keep working in journalism. Had to take two years in college for just that, and graduating this april.

I have lived up my life savings. They will keep me afloat until about a month after graduation. If i do not get a job by then i will have to go back because i can not afford living here anymore. Back home i do not have a single friend and hardly anyone are into the kind of music scene (traditional) that i am into.

My elbows, wrists and shoulders hurt from overuse injuries that i cant treat because my student insurance is shit. I am feeling weak, lost nearly all the muscle i worked so hard for. I am stressed, i cry all the time. My girlfriend does not fully understand the severity of the situation. I can not keep my shit together for much longer it feels like.