It hasn’t been a long time since I’ve known you, only around 2 months but we’ve grown closer during this time and are great friends. And it feels really nice when we hang out together. But truth be told, I’ve had a crush on you since the first day, I find you so beautiful and honestly, you’ve been on my mind a lot lately.

We were drunk last night and holding each other so we don’t fall while talking about how it’s so fun when we hang out, how we never have an awkward silence or something like that ever and how we get each other without any problem, like it just flows so smoothly but at the same time you said we understand each other like true ‘friends’.

Now I wish I could confess this all to you, all my feelings I have for you. I haven’t been interested in anyone since a while, but then I met you, and now have a huge crush on you. I really wanna tell you all this but at the same time I’m afraid, what if I fuck up our friendship too? Plus we see each other everyday, I don’t wanna make it any awkward for you. I would rather keep my feelings to myself then fuck it all up. But then again, keeping it to myself is just killing me from the inside.

I do really like you Z, but I’m just so lost.